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In case anyone is wondering what some people (abusers) do to a nice honest person

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  In the case of LaTisha Holland, My family gave her a car so she could drive her daughter to work, I bought her 4 tires and also went and got a new starter for this car, as well as fixed the air condtioner and cleaned out the car a few times, her mother is right she absolutely is a slob.  I also used to make sure the oil was checked and even tried to help her clean up her house but after the few times I went over there between January and April, I quickly realized it was pointless because all she did was sit on the couch and gripe and moan about work...Also I gave her free internet for at least a year and a half as well. In the case of Judy Rawlings, I put up the fence (that I tried to take back as well and somehow got criminal mischief charges on what was my OWN family's land) and did not even ask for $ for my time or the fence because it was my mother's, I tried to fix her vacuum which after buying a new roller which was 35$ found out her 3 year old vacuum's roller motor...

Things I cannot do or Accomplish until I know the truth...

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April 23, 2024 *Update:      I did a little testing of my own last night and this morning.  Using only my cell phone I was able to pick up dad's laugh on one recording from my room with the door closed, the broadcaster they listen to the most on another recording and it also caught my nephew blowing his nose so the mic's on cell phones and even GSM bugs would be very sensitive . Other odd things: - when I put out a cell phone or tablet in my room as a recording device the "voices/people" get softer or farther away. - when I open my door or turn everything off they get even softer - I have went downstairs 2 times and sat in the recliner late at night and heard them keep going in my room while my parents slept soundly above when the recliner is located below them. - Mom and Dad are usually in the living room w/ surround sound going or have their a/c going and in their room when they are here so it's absolutely impossible that their older ears would ever hear anyt...

My chatbot about the last 9 months ....

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 https://poe.com/DLOslife2023 https://poe.com/Mental_Health_Bot000 Visit this website for a chatbot that will answer any questions pertaining to the information contained within my blog about the year of 2023 in my life.

One day in my life...

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         Today was a pretty normal day but completely abnormal for anyone else.  I wake up almost everyday to hear the voice of LaTisha Holland someone to whom I have not spoke for about 8 or 9 months and throughout the day I hear any one of 4 or 5 voices with other random ones as well but mainly David Shawn Jones, Judy Rawlings, LaTisha Holland and Kyle Lynch.  This could be because they talk to me all night long while I try to sleep or more likely it is that I am the only evidence of crimes they have committed and am simply tired of it and simply tired of my family not even bein able to follow the simplest of instructions or listen to me even for a any longer than 10 minutes without an eyeroll, mainly my mother and father who have plenty of time to cooperate with me and could have simply done as I asked and verified or simply shown some support I would have had this handled by myself in November like when I first asked for a lawyer and my phone recor...

The Power of Suggestion researched by Perplexity.ai

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  The power of suggestion is highly influential and can have a significant impact on our thoughts, behaviors, and even physical experiences. Here is a summary of the key points about the power of suggestion based on the search results: The power of suggestion involves the ability to guide the thoughts, beliefs, and feelings of another person .   It allows people to turn the ideas and suggestions given to them into reality .   Suggestion can influence how people perform on tasks, what products they prefer, and how they respond to medicines and treatments . This power of suggestion stems from our "response expectancies" - the ways in which we anticipate responding in various situations. Once we expect a certain outcome, our thoughts and behaviors will actively help bring that outcome to fruition .   This is why a shy person may feel less inhibited after having a drink, even though the alcohol itself had little effect. Suggestion can be both deliberate, as w...

In my opinion this is how my story can be solved and put to rest so I can move on with my life

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  Based on the facts I know for sure Judy, LaTisha, Chelsea, and David Jones have harassed me on so many occasions one of which can be verified by a worker at McB's who is also a Teacher named Deborah, They have tried to spread rumors using their daughter/grandaugher Chevy thru the school and Heather and Sonny's kids Murphy and Abriela can verify that since they are the one's that told me and they ride the same school bus as Chevy.  One friend of mine can also verify that David Shawn Jones harassed him drunk in the parking lot when driving Judy Rawlings truck.  The rest of the circumstancial evidence lies in all the screen shots from mine and LaTisha's messages and not necessarily Taylor's but she did flat out say she was in contact with them on a short video chat and in a Google chat I saved by taking screenshots and now is simply to busy to explain what they said.  I have been nothing but nice to all these people even my own family member's and since not a sin...

Long term effects of being gaslit for 9 months...

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 The long-term effects of being gaslighted for 9 months can be severe and damaging . Based on the search results, some of the key long-term effects include: Anxiety and depression : Prolonged gaslighting can lead to feelings of overwhelming self-doubt, confusion, and instability, which can manifest as anxiety and depression over time.  Trauma and low self-esteem : The constant undermining of one's perceptions and sense of reality can cause lasting trauma and severely damage self-esteem. Victims may come to rely on the gaslighter to validate their own experiences.  Codependency : As the victim loses trust in their own judgment, they can become emotionally enmeshed and codependent on the gaslighter, making it very difficult to leave the abusive situation.  Difficulty trusting others : The experience of having one's reality systematically distorted can make it hard for victims to trust their own senses and judgments, as well as the perceptions of others, even after the...

Well I guess I was right and simply getting the truth is virtually impossible....

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      April 8, 2024 7:00 a.m.  I have listened to the same 4 people harass me from afar using what I believe to be GSM devices or even waterproof Bluetooth speakers, or some other form of long range gaslighting for the last time.  They have kept me awake one night badgering me with all their false stories and I'm sure my parents heard me yell once at least probably many more times in the last three months and yet I have received no answers whatsoever or seen any actual action to make me believe that they care or will stand up for me like they should have the very first time I called the Police on David Shawn Jones.  If they've listened to this the nights I actually did scream or spell out exactly who and how to handle this they have yet to even acknowledge any part of it happening or explained why 42 year old man needs to ask to have friends over to listen and support me in my time when I needed them the most, this is why I'm depressed and so fed up wi...

What I'd like to do with the rest of my life

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  I am clearly capable of doing many things due to the fact that I'm a very good active listener, I can put myself in other people's shoes and truly understand what they may be going thru, I'm honest, trustworthy, and a very loyal person who does believe in people until they give me a reason not to.  I'm also becoming very good at flying my drone and would love to use it for search and rescue or even to help the police in certain situations where aerial support might be needed to keep everyone safe and that kind of job would be very exciting and fun especially for my town where an aerial view might be very helpful when the pope county fleer drone isn't available.  Of course I'm still currently fixing mine but it should be ready sometime tomorrow after I test it.  I could also be a great counselor for helping people find telehealth resources to help them combat their own addictions just as I have mine because what truly makes me happy is helping other's, beca...

My truth....

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       April 4th, 2024 6:00 pm: In this past year I've been tested in so many ways it's hard to believe I'm still alive after all I've been thru.  I've been gaslighted by what used to be my neighbors for 6 months(while at the apts my family used to own), 3 months here at my parents house, assaulted once almost twice by my father a few months back, screamed at by my mother and all the while I was secretly being spied on by the same people I was trying to get away from.  I really don't care if it makes me sound crazy but I'll get my proof and the one who started this all LaTisha Holland will finally pay for the crimes she has committed against me along with everyone she has involved in her attempt to manipulate me due to me recognizing a behavior in her mother Judy Rawlings who was the neighbor I shared a wall with and who silently listened to my every conversation at least from July to December of 2023.  Now that I am at my Mom and Dad's house I believe...

Since I have to wait another 2 months for a simple consult.......

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        If it were up to me,  all the people actively involved in gaslighting/harassing me to near death should be arrested immediately pending judgement on their sentencing while my parent's, my dad should do 1 month even thou he said he would do 3 for obstruction and my mom should do a day to see how demeaning her old preferred way of drying me out when I used to drink, does to a person's mental health as well as their silent treatment and social isolation because without them here I could get better and I could also help my friend get better as well but as long as they are here I am being impeded from helping anyone whatsoever even myself. These people have been the single biggest hurdle in my own efforts to get better and I'm TIRED OF THE LIES. I wish this would come true otherwise i'm' starting to lose hope in humanity as a whole...... If at any time my parents had simply listened and talked with me this could have all either not started or been solved...

Story about how to catch a gang of gaslighters

I  n the bustling city of Arcadia, whispers of deception echoed through the narrow alleys and crowded streets. Gaslighters prowled in the shadows, weaving their manipulative webs to ensnare the unsuspecting. Among the chaos, Detective Elena Rivera stood resolute, determined to bring justice to those who preyed on the vulnerable. Elena had seen the damage wrought by gaslighters firsthand. Victims left shattered, their reality twisted and distorted by the insidious lies of these cunning individuals. It was time to put an end to their reign of psychological terror. Her investigation led her to a series of peculiar incidents at a local community center. Rumors circulated about a group spreading misinformation, sowing seeds of doubt and confusion among the residents. Elena sensed she was onto something significant. Determined to catch the gaslighters in the act, Elena devised a plan. She enlisted the help of her trusted colleague, Officer Jackson, and together they embarked on an underc...