February 2024 Compiled Relevant statements and research
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This information becomes relevant later when I recently attempted to merely find closure for that relationship that ended on Jan. 3rd of 2023 her answer recently was literally " I love my husband" which was around January of 2024 and I was just floored like that's not even close to an explanation but I guess it is to her so I've learned the hard way that I was likely right, in the beginning. She also said she didn't have time or had a life to which I said "I wish I did to" but I wondered "you didn't have time in the past YEAR to simply explain this?" Then I also found out that she had also been talking badly about me behind my back along with 2 other .... well call them old women at the time (which the daughter Latisha literally said she nor her mother would ever talk to her about me which was said in person so I cannot prove it but I remember it) .. about me specifically when I had done nothing but help EACH one of them in one way or another this is why the PEOPLE I LIVED BY who participated in this behavior (in my opinion) like this shouldn't have any friends because all they do is cause PAIN and suffering rather than solve anyone's problems. They just seem to love making them worse and they will get what they deserve in the end, I firmly believe that. I would do my best to avoid people like this because they manipulate, lie, back-stab, or basically anything to get what they want or get some cruel amusement out of watching people suffer and if it was me I would kick them out of town but since it's not up to me, I'm just warning people about these narcissistic personality's and that they should be avoided at all costs.
It makes me even sadder that all I ever wanted to do was help people even all of them at one point or another because I love the feeling of solving problems rather than creating them.
So fast forward to Jan. 2023, on the 3rd she breaks up with me without giving me a reason why or nothing right after x-mas and me buying her kids 3 xbox one's and she then calls the cops over emails of which I still have (funny I didn't think cops responded to unwanted emails if so I have a ton I'd like to call in) but anyways I said ok and left her alone.
This is where the "situation's" story starts:
Soon after Jan.3, 2023 I just tried to resume my life and part of that is just doing nice things for my neighbors. One of which is checking LaTisha's oil in a car my family gave her everyday, fixing her a/c, buying her new tires and even trying to clean up her house but after a few times and literally just listening to her complain about other things the entire time I finally give up on ever helping her do anything.
After about 3 months she starts hinting at wanting to be fuck buddies and I said at the beginning that (1.) I wasn't attracted to her and (2.) I was looking for something more than just fuck buddies but that didn't stop her from hitting on me night after night but always around 10:30 -11pm when she got off work. I finally got to the point I really didn't want to even hear her complain anymore because I listen to everyone complain and LaTisha's complaints were not high up on my list. The only thing I was glad for was the distraction only for a short period of time, from the break up I had just had. In April or so I finally gave in once or twice and guess what? even my body said "Nuh uh" so telling this horn dog NO did nothing to stop her but when she didn't get what she wanted I guess that changed her attitude toward revenge eventually and since she couldn't keep a simple promise to pay back the tires which I put on my credit card and were 300$ I had bought for her out of just the goodness of my heart and couldn't keep the promise of a mere 25$ per month or return the core charge of her starter I paid for at auto zone which was 40$ and I know her excuse will be "he never came and asked for the $" to which I say if you owe someone $ you make it a point to pay them back. She had no problem bringing me over food when she thought she might have a chance to sleep with me but when it came to paying me back for the things mentioned or even the FREE internet she had received for over a year and a half, she was just out of any favors from me because of the amount of times she had broken my trust. The first being telling heather (one of my good friends still) the next day after I vented to her ONE time which only put me in a awkward position having to let heather know i was just venting but still her trustworthiness ended there yet I still gave her several more chances each time failing. (This is where the criminal acts begin) In the month of May I believe I was training to work for Goodyear as a work from home Tire dispatch person and I had only worked for a week and a half when I noticed the nosiness of my neighbors in the apartment beside me to whom I shared a wall with and is also happens to be the mother of Latisha Holland who is Judy Rawlings and has a roommate named David Shawn Jones, outside my window talking about wondering what I was doing because I was training and I'm sure they could only hear me laugh due to the class I was taking and had signed a NDA for, finally got to me because they listened to me play games with my nephews and some of their friends as well and ended up quitting both the gaming and the job due to what I thought was stress.
So it's now June or July and me and my whole family take a vacation to Georgia and South Carolina to spend on the beach. While there, I offered my sister some mushrooms and she politely declined but on the next to last day I took one. It was fine at first, I played ping-pong with my nephews, then went out to the beach and got pounded by some waves and then quickly headed back in. That night it was a little trippy seeing all the sirens go by and colors when closing my eyes but the next day is what I wasn't prepared for. It was an entire day of uncontrollable crying and the best reason I could think of was the recent break-up was still haunting me, I was just honestly not prepared for that many tears all day long.
Meanwhile my family discovered CBD gummies as well (except for my dad) and that mellowed them out for the rest of the vacation. Now that we were back from the vacation I noticed and told my sister one thing, that I seem to be slightly suggestable but as time went on I've realized it's only when I'm kept awake longer than I want to be awake.
I received 5 nasty messages from Latisha at one point, one saying I was the bad friend, other one saying something about the piece of wood I cut, the 3rd from last was one telling me to put up the little cameras I had purchased and hid underneath my bed but I had not listened to that message at all until after I put up the cameras and 4 of the 5 I had saved on each and every hard drive on my computer somehow magically disappeared I assume while I was asleep but upon searching my computer a little deeper I found one message she didn't erase which were just voice messages over text that the police have a copy of as well showing she was well aware of my "auditory hallucinations" and then gave me her opinion about it being "being under my control". Well during one of my episodes I called the cops ( 3rd or 4th time to ever call the cops) to give me somewhat of an escort to my mothers house when I was going thru clonazepam withdrawal and meth withdrawal. I made it there no problem but I don't know where I sat my keys down at but my best guess is the counter in the kitchen then I went upstairs and tried to rest and I had a very strange daydream/premonition that is seeming to be coming more true as time goes by. Later that day, I went down to my grandmother's house (for some reason thinking she had passed away which she hadn't thank goodness) and soon realized I was missing my key to her house which also had the key to my apartment on it as well. Eventually my grandmother came to the door and I was so happy to see her alive and couldn't bring myself to tell her I thought she had passed away. Later that night I distinctly heard her talking to judy and at the time I thought she was maybe doing me a favor somehow but what makes more sense is that Judy was trying to set me up with meth (I don't know where she got but it's likely she got it out of my apt then put my keys back or had her roomate or her daughter do that) but granny believed me when I said "I hadn't bought any in quite a while" and she told her to never mention it again to judy but later on that night I heard 2 more voices one being LaTishas voice and the other being her police friend which could have been David shawn jones, Judy's roommate, this is also when my keys mysteriously reappeared back on my ring. Later on they then they taunted me with smoking meth since I had not had any in days and had been going thru clonazepam withdrawal. The night my keys reappeared I walked up to my mother's house ranting about my support network . The support network I was referring to was my family at that point in time and I walked up the driveway barefoot in the dark all the way up to my mother's house which wasn't but 50 yards away approximately screaming and ranting. I went up to my daughters room and smashed a chair then when I was getting in my truck to leave I'll never forget the stupid smile on my dad's face. On the way back to my apartment I remember LaTisha and her police friend saying they had planted a police weapon in my room and that they had let some air out of my tires but I drove down there at about 3 or 4 am. I also remember them saying "getting high on his own supply" after I had gotten into my apartment and later I remember what seemed to be my family or at least their voices trying out different stimuli on me and talking about a vacation to this place or that place with taylor #1 or taylor #2 for a good while, and it seemed like my aunts voice (Julie Moss) was the last one to leave. After that it was one crazy scenario after another and I played along because I was in clonazepam withdrawal still until my sister and daughter that stopped by bringing me my meds from the pharmacy many days later (I know I suffered from withdrawal for at least 2 weeks and that's when the symptoms peak and any withdrawal from this could be life threatening). Prior to this I had been put thru so many scary scenario's one of which literally made me face death, and one thing I know is that I am not a creative person and could not come up with these stories mainly because I was awake during all or at least MOST of them I had even started journaling to cope with what I believe was gaslighting to the worst degree.
I even remember at one point having a case against at least 2 people Latisha Holland and David Shawn Jones for harassment and restraining orders but I missed my 1pm court appearance mainly due to depression and the lack of support from my family, I even remember thinking their court time was at 4pm . So the day before I went to my mother's house to stay there and get a good nights rest only to hear Taylor talking to Michael upstairs at my house so I went outside and swung on the swing hearing voices all around and seeing my mom cry (and her blaming it on allergies) then I went down to granny's to stay since moms house was at full occupancy only to be told to go home once granny got home that night (and I had not realized this until just recently). So I did and have a lucid hallucination but made it thru the night.
After that I was asked by what sounded like Judy's voice for a deal and I said to the window that if they could undo the harm they had done by all the gaslighting would that be ok and all I said was maybe and this was thru the window not ever in person. This is when the 2nd half of the 6 month ordeal started and from then on it was day and night just whenever I was at the apartment. Amazingly I also remember Latisha's voice along with several others and saying "go ahead sign my name to" what I thought were HIPAA agreements and just said ok, again thru the window without ever seeing any of the documents, which in a normal situation I would need a witness and both parties to legally sign anything and had I not been so confused by all this gaslighting behavior would have never agreed to anything without seeing it first.
After dealing or coping for the first round I finally got smart and had to research the gaslighter's tactics which helped me tremendously in being able to ignore a lot of what they kept spewing at me. Their main ammunition was reminding me about my own addictions which amazingly I still managed to conquer even thou I was being fear-mongered, bullied, be-littled, demeaned, and was in constant fear of them trying to set me up to be something I was not nor will ever be which relates to the very first call I ever made to the police against David Shawn Jones. One of these things was a pedafile, (Who is Judy's roommate and I don't even know if that call was followed up on) and I realized this when I had written out a deal to give all of them immunity and mom said OK but granny said wait. I told granny she saved my life the next day because after a little sleep I realized what they were trying to do because the previous night the voice of the "new landlord" convinced me to give a key with a blue label on it, to chelsea's daughter chevy right in front of chelsea and she didn't even question it. Once I realized what I/they had me do I immediately changed my bolt locks and also put a bolt lock on my door that accesses the common crawl space. After that I felt like I was safe enough there but prior to that I had noticed a few odd things. One, all those messages had mysteriously disappeared from all of my hard drives so I searched and I found one I didn't group with the others that was probably the last voice message over text LaTisha left me and I still have to this day. Next, I bought 2 verizon prepaid phones (the reason I bought 2 was due to Dollar General's issues to which I had no knowledge of at the time), one I was able to get activated the other had a pin code I didn't put on it. I used the one i got activated for a short while until I noticed a strange Facebook account come up on it so I deleted it immediately and also had my Facebook account hacked by a whatsapp # and another account created without my knowledge and also a contact named Chevy appeared on the verizon prepaid phone. Just for context, the night before the "voices" kept me up til 3am and they wanted me to sit in a dark room and to call taylor by the name chevy because someone had planted a bug in my apartment, what would you think... coincidence or straight set up? I know that they alone do not have the capabilities to clone my phone illegally or even forward my family's calls but latisha has a brother david (which is judy's son) that works at AT&T and might have helped in one way or another and is why I insisted on a verizon phone and knowing I do not have the know how or equipment to do such a thing and also know it is highly illegal to do so as well. Now that I realize the only time I was ever slightly suggestable was when I was kept awake by someone reminding me or promising the appearance of Taylor who just happens to be the ex I still had received no contact from but really hoped she would stop by so that "button" was used so many times to keep me awake at night even thou I had made no effort to contact her and had left her alone for that entire year until close to the end where I had a friend give her a note and I sent her 2 letters by mail to her work (that she later complained about to city hall, how much more private can you get than a letter?). The voices did however convince me to send her one email and it said "If she ever felt threatened or needed someone to talk to I was still her friend" proving that I will only do rational things regardless of how late I was kept up by these false promises. I also figured out something else by playing music in my bedroom and in the living room at the apartments and sneaking silently up to the wall I could quietly hear what sounded like latisha say "I can't tell which room he's in " and also the voices I was hearing stayed in MY ROOM the main room I was always in. I had bought several things to combat these voices or gaslighter's they were: A new motion detecting back light, Gun range headphones, I put up 2 cameras on the outside of the building on the corner which my bedroom was but found those to be futile one being I found that the one camera facing the parking lot was erased and the other caught no normal activity like her dog being let out because I simply refused to invade anyone else's privacy in order to prove my theories. I also noticed that when I sat out my tablet or phone in my room that the voices got quieter and that also did not add up to me. Since Apt 4 which was/is Latisha's apartment and Apt 2 which was Judy and David's apartment (apt 4 being the one other apartment that has access to the common crawl space) and noticing one night that Judy in apt 2 literally sat in a recliner with her back against my wall watching her tv silently with the captions on as I went to blow off the lot at Mcb's one single night and making the mistake of telling Latisha that and getting just a deflection instead of any effort to help me rule out anything. Along with that during this whole 6 month period I know I unblocked all of them after the first 2 months(even thou I found them blocked again for some reason and unblocked them again) and the only time I was contacted by any of the 3 was Latisha one night I was taking a friend home and I replied to her "to stop harassing me. " Her mother on the other hand did not call or even text me back at any point except for the one call made to me when she needed directions to St. Vincents to go visit her roommate David Shawn Jones at rehab due to his drinking which was prior to this starting every night but the exact date I am not sure. The last time I had a face to face conversation with Judy Rawlings was the night of July 4th and it was just a story about her and her fear of water, earlier that day I sat outside with her entire family watching the fireworks show the Lynch's put on every year. This was also one of the 2 times I had ever noticed Maxine Curtis at the apartments visiting her, the other time being right before I went on vacation when I accidentally got my days mixed up by one day but it seemed to spook David for some reason I had no clue as to why at that point in time. He is also a Master Electrician who told me that he has had Judy do his code updates online on occasion and tried to get me to do them to which i politely declined. Everything I find out only leads me to be more suspicious rather than less due to that even thou I now know one of the mysterious devices i noticed that my Bluetooth picked up was likely my wireless mouse, I still picked up 2 apple generic Bluetooth devices which my windows pc could never connect to even if I had wanted it to. The 2nd Journal and my reasons for being suspicious have already been turned into the Dover Police department along with my statements. I feel since I asked my parents for a lawyer and My own phone records to an account that only my mom has access to in November of 2023 and still haven't received them to merely consult with my lawyer (tried to contact 2 times by phone, once to his secretary in person and 3 or 4 emails) on how to proceed I feel it should be up to them to prove they didn't do it since it has been so hard for me to get those records and it has been nearly 3 months I've been asking for a lawyer and my phone records to which I should not be denied.
The rest of the time or the main button these people pushed was my desire to merely talk to my ex Taylor or see her. They preyed on this fact for so long and the fact that I truly cared about her and wanted to see her soo badly that they knew that something as simple as one name would at least make me get up one to 3 times per night and they took full advantage using her name to not let me sleep and to get me in just the right state for me to possibly believe the stupid voices and scenario's they came up with, all the while I was awake and never asleep. I did however have one actual dream about taylor but when I woke up and heard Latishas voice it immediately made me start crying because I wanted to stay in that dream forever just like the aerosmith song "don't want to miss a thing". In fact one day they made me cry 7 times thinking about her or thinking it being finally over. Then they changed tactics and tried pretending they were my lawyer and spat out settlement numbers first starting out with 1.5 million then 3 million and even 5 million, and every time I said I could care less about money I just wanted to talk to Taylor and for this ordeal to be over, like I said in the beginning. Also during the first 3 months I made it a point to say every night for it to "PLEASE STOP and that I wasn't going to hurt anyone or myself" because I thought a health check might be a way they might get their way. Also my Journal was my account of at least the beginnings of their tactics each night and what they said to me in my room each night but I had no intention of staying up all night to listen to all the crap they said because practically every single night I was in the privacy of MY OWN BEDROOM as far away from apt 2 as possible with the exception of a few evenings I sat in a recliner for an hour or 2 just to see if I heard any normal noises from apt 2 or when I cut my own power off once or twice for a short period of time to see if any normal noises came from that same apartment which I never or rarely heard or only when I was sitting in a recliner just like she did then she would open and shut cabinets for a minute.
I know the 3 weeks I was clean and the 3 different medicines I tried did no good to help these same peoples "voices" and even worse I am more easily angered when clean. Like in the first 6 months the drug I use very little of is the only thing that calms me down to keep my composure and even helps me rest.
Today it's 1:00 pm and I can hear the real or fake josh's voice behind me even thou I've gotten plenty of sleep, exercised, and am not withdrawing from anything. Based on all that I have learned so far I'm still not been provided a lawyer even thou I've contacted 2, my cell phone records, or any help getting to the bottom one way or the other or shown any proof whatsoever that the group of people that I believe may be responsible did or did not do this. So like I said I will not drop it until I am provided proof that they didn't do it since it's been 2 and 1/2 months since leaving those apartments and 3 and 1/2 since asking for a lawyer and phone records. I will try another law firm once I get my new prepaid phone activated, because during my research I found out that Bluetooth cloning is possible but only with specialized equipment and since my new verizon phone came with a pizza where one of the possible suspects works and her brother works at AT&T, its within the realm of possibility that she might have asked to borrow such equipment. So until I'm provided with proof one way or the other I can never rule anything out and plan on bringing a civil suit against them and believe they should prove with their cell phone records and as a swap for mine, even bank statements in civil suit (in case of voice cloning) that they indeed didn't do what is continuing to happen to me even to this day.
One last odd thing is these "voices" always ask questions or play out scenarios when I know due to side effects or withdrawal effects what my thoughts or inner voice does not sound like these people's voices that are asking me strange things that I simply would not wonder or even consider and even use my friends names. Also the inconsistencies are another thing like when a voice asks something that I know already or they make a mistake in the storyline or scenario they "aww we lost him" like they are trying to control me or make me angry or suicidaL, now I know any thing I hear as a voice I will completely disregard unless I see the person in person I am not ever giving these stupid "voices" or people doing voices any credibility whatsoever, the main way they used before was using voices of people of authority or family members.
Each day I try to think about anything but this but am constantly reminded by these "voices" which I still believe could be people until proven one way or the other.
The 2nd , 3 month "situation" was easier than the first but.......
After dealing or coping for the first round I finally got smart and had to research the gaslighter's tactics which helped me tremendously in being able to ignore a lot of what they kept spewing at me. Their main ammunition was reminding me about my own addictions which amazingly I still managed to conquer even thou I was being fear-mongered, bullied, be-little'd, demeaned, and was in constant fear of them trying to set me up to be something I was not nor will ever be. One of these things was a pedafile, (which just happens to be why I called the police the first time on Judy's roommate David Shawn Jones, of which I don't even know if that call was followed up on) and I realized this when I had written out a deal to give all of them immunity and talked to my mom and she said OK but granny said wait. I told granny she saved my life the next day because after a little sleep I realized what they were trying to do because the previous night, the voice of the "new landlord" convinced me to give a key with a blue label on it, to chelsea's daughter right in front of chelsea and she didn't even question it. Once I realized what I/they had me do I immediately changed my bolt locks and also put a bolt lock on my door that accesses the common crawl space. After that I felt like I was safe enough there but prior to that I had noticed a few odd things. First of all 4 voice messages had mysteriously disappeared from all of my hard drives so I searched and I found one I didn't group with the others that was probably the last voice message over text Tisha left me and I still have to this day then later turned into the police on a flash drive. Next, I bought 2 verizon prepaid phones, one I was able to get activated the other had a pin code I didn't put on it. I used the one I got activated for a short while until I noticed a strange Facebook account with only a number instead of an email attributed to it, come up on it so I deleted it immediately and also a contact named Chevy appear on it. Just for context, the night before the "voices" kept me up til 3am and they wanted me to sit in a dark room and to call taylor by the name chevy because someone had planted a bug in my apartment, what would you think... coincidence or was someone trying to set me up to be something I am not?....
The rest of the time or the main button these people pushed was my desire to merely talk to my ex Taylor or see her. They preyed on this fact for so long and the fact that I truly cared about her and wanted to see her soo badly that they knew that something as simple as one name would at least make me get up one to 3 times per night and they took full advantage using her name to not let me sleep and to get me in just the right state for me to possibly believe the stupid voices which the only ones I ever believed for a moment were person's of authority, all the while I was awake and never asleep. I did however have one actual dream about taylor but when I woke up and heard Latishas voice it immediately made me start crying because I wanted to stay in that dream forever just like the aerosmith song "don't want to miss a thing". In fact one day they made me cry 7 times thinking about her or thinking it was over. Then they changed tactics and tried pretending they were my lawyer and spat out settlement numbers in one scenario first starting out with 1.5 million then 3 million and even 5 million, and every time I said I could care less about money I just wanted to talk to Taylor and for this ordeal to be over like I said in the beginning.
I always told them to "PLEASE STOP" and that I wasn't going to hurt anyone or myself just in case they tried to pull some type of health check to achieve their goal at the end of every gaslighting episode in the first 3 months.
I took every bit of good advice my family had given me, which was try recording the voices which I tried to with cameras in plain view with no luck but one camera's sd card was erased and it was the one facing the vehicles and when i put out a tablet and phone I had, the odd thing is that the voices got softer when I set them to record, almost like they could see me. The other good advice was to walk outside with my phone recording in my hand and that seemed to keep them at bay along with my stun gun in my pocket they somehow knew about. They also knew I used gun range headphones to block them out. One night I had music going in my living room and in my room and I quietly crept up to the shared wall and heard "I can't tell which room he's in" and also I noticed the voices didn't follow me they stayed in my bedroom as well. Another hint was the power drain on my bookshelf amplifier and subwoofer when they switched rooms, it didn't matter what was playing sound it just had to be loud enough to notice the fluctuations in the drain of power.
Then I noticed a few other odd things like one night I was going to blow off the parking lot and saw (apt #2) Judy's tv with CC on yet no sound and her door open, screen door closed then saw her sitting in her recliner with the back right up against our shared wall as I drove by heading to McB's parking lot. I made the mistake of telling Latisha this but she just deflected. I also had told latisha that someone had been messing with my motion sensor lights out back but eventually I just changed them out to a better version with no switches so they couldn't change the settings.
The one altercation that occurred one day was at my front door and I hit my front door as a warning then as soon as I opened my door Latisha was standing right at my front door and got aggressive with me so I pressed 2 fingers against her shoulder pushing her away then shut the door. Soon after the power was cut to the entire complex and also my cell phone wasn't able to send any messages out for about 5 minutes, then later it seemed like the gaslighter's were removing the equipment they had put up and I had no idea the police had already left and the evil people who were doing this to me were just playing out another useless scenario. They even got to where they had to reuse their old tactics but they are the REASON I was hearing voices, and towards the end I could even pick out who's voices were who's due to the sheer amount of time they had used them as well as finish their sentences sometimes.
There were very few funny parts to this but a few jokes, one was "it's a heat gun not a heat weapon", another was "consolemates" and I can't remember the other one but I truly don't have the time nor the crayons to explain this anymore clearly for all to understand.
I asked my psychiatrist if it was common to hear one's inner voice as people I had most recently spoke to and he said yes it was common this is one thing I never told my family but the evil people I lived by did know somehow. I had not had a single private moment for at least 8 months or so just because I had some weird feeling I was being watched or listened to the entire time.
I finally gathered up the courage since this was the first time I had ever had to call the police or even try to press charges on anyone and I turned in my Journal which was a coping mechanism for gaslighting along with all the screenshots and research I had done about the laws I believe they had broken and turned them into the Dover Police department as well as forward to the dover courts the FTC, FCC, and 2 FBI ICD complaints I made and the emails received narrowing down the 5 numbers harassing me to SINCH VOIP which emailed me back letting me know the numbers wee textmenow, textfree and one other app's numbers.
I forgot to mention that my Facebook account had been hacked which was also a first. as well, my main account was hacked by a whatsapp # and an the another account I didn't create was tied to my gmail address, which I had control of for a short amount of time and tried to make changes to it but then it gave the error of too many forgot my password attempts. Neither of which accounts do I have control of anymore nor do I want control ever again.
Ok it's now been at least 3 1/2 months of me asking for my cell phone records from my old number 4792646772 from my parents mainly my mother who is the account holder and have yet to get that to proceed in legal action (civil or criminal lawsuit) against those responsible for what happened to me or at the very least find out the truth of what happened from June to December of 2023. I have asked and asked and asked I need the help of anyone who knows how to proceed when I have contacted my lawyer 9 times and 2 times just recently and as of today February 16th, 2024 I went by his office and sent one more request for a consultation while in the meantime have also contacted another lawyer per the police's advice. My parents need to know that keeping me from my cell phone records for any amount of time is obstruction of Justice because I cannot find out the truth ONE WAY OR ANOTHER if they are preventing me from getting justice for what happened to me and only me. They have made up their minds it seems and will not do anything to help me except socially isolate me just like the people that I am trying to press charges against. I need any advice on how to convince them and get them to actually understand and not just talk AT ME and actually listen because just like when I was at what was my family's apartment complex that is now sold and under new management, I have figured out these people are likely using GSM bugs to continue to harass me even here at my mom's house a mile away and I clearly have heard all of their cloned and normal voices with my music playing loud, they cannot tell where I'm at and thru trial and error I'm sure there isn't one in my mom's suv and they are mostly centered around my room to gaslight me because if I am able to press charges for Criminal conspiracy of attempted murder (by suicide) along with audio voyeurism and possibly video voyeurism, cloning my cell phone twice, they will be doing a lot of time oh and also impersonating person's of authority namely police and other people of authority in my life which are all in my journal at the Dover Police Department along with the other little bit of evidence I was able to gather from inside my apartment and my mom's house, yet my parents dismiss any attempt I show them and don't seem to care that I know that it is in fact happening. I have tried 3 different medications for auditory hallucinations none of which helped, I get a good nights rest and I wake up hearing the same voices, I've tested so many ways to make them stop and nothing seems to work so that is why I need proof whether the people I believe to be responsible either did it or not and was going to suggest a swap of information like cell phone and banking information which I will gladly do once I'm able to get my cell phone records to finally find out one way or the other. The only explanation or best one I can come up with is as to why I'm not hearing back from any of the lawyers is that the perpetrator's have cloned my phone and voice and are calling while my main form of communication is text and email and rarely call. I missed one call that was from a private # and one other from an 1-866 number that didn't track back to any where and neither left a voice message which is how my father screens his calls and I do to from numbers I don't know but I would have answered the private number but I was driving at the time.
Update as of Feb.18th, 2024
Yesterday the I went to the Hampton Inn around 1 or 2 pm I believe to get away from the 2-3 day gaslighting session full of scenarios they spoke to me from the same voices as usual instead this time it seems like their Josh voice clone is getting better and are now referring to one as real and one as fake and now there is also Michael bates voice as well. Anyways after I got to the hotel in room 218 I decided to ask Taylor one last time for help activating a phone and that will be the last time I ever contact her in any form or fashion again. I listened to the most elaborate scenario of all which even included a voice clone of my mother while in my hotel room after it seemed like every gaslighters voice had followed me to that hotel. The email I sent taylor I asked her for help activating a phone and to not tell Judy or Latisha. I was just trying to get away from my mom and dad's house and the voices that keep me awake and that they were gaslighting me to death literally, at night again, and again, never stopping. Even after getting a full night's sleep as soon as I wake up I hear Judy's voice and the fake/real josh's voice in my room and in my mother's bathroom but not so much in room beside me where I slept last night. It was another scenario where it all had ended and they almost got me to drive up to taylor's to pick her up again but I turned around at the bridge and went back home. Funny thing is when I came home from the hotel I heard 3 voices in my mom and dad's house and like the night where I was in withdrawal I was very cooperative due to how real Josh's voice was and the fact it told me to do something different (also they prey on the fact I really want this to be OVER) I already knew does counter the listening devices that were in my apartment, turning music up or loud sounds, this is why I trusted It but I now know I cannot trust either one. When I was in my house the 3 voices were Judy, Latisha, and Michael supposedly removing bugs and acting somewhat nicely while the voice of Josh talked to me in the room beside me. After I came home from driving nearly to taylor's, I almost woke my dad up due to this scenario. They could have easily been downstairs in the house for real because the door was unlocked. They tormented me again and again about picking taylor up and I did see someone at Taylor and Michaels house as I turned around dressed in black and possibly purple streaked hair. Then I went back home and went to bed shortly there after obviously agitated it hadn't ended at all and as soon as I got back realized they hadn't removed any listening bugs at all. Even when i first woke up and went into my room I could hear Judy's voice and also in my mom's bathroom. In this scenario at the hotel they came up with, my mother offered Taylor a deal or jailtime and even offered to adopt her kids as well. The "real" josh along with my lawyer and the voice of judy were telling me The device they said they were using was an antique PLC equipment or Power Line Communication device that seemingly could send audio to supposedly when amplified it was sent to everyone in Russellville which I know Isn't possible but (it's more likely they have something on my truck to track me and listen) since it was one of the methods I mentioned that I believed could be used to gaslight me for so long that's why I probably believed it along with the fact these voices had kept me up for 2 or 3 nights in a row. The entire time I was tired but completely awake because around 9-10 pm I drove home from the hotel and they continued as said above, this is the latest scenario they have used to agitate me to the point of either suicide or into hurting one of them but I'm still fine and just going to keep on doing like I did before and pretend nothing ever happened and just go about my days as usual.
This is what I believe they are doing to me in order to manipulate or set me up by doing:
Side effects of being gaslit for 6 months straight answered by Perplexity.AI
Gaslighting, a form of psychological abuse, can have severe and long-term effects on the victim. Some of the potential side effects include:
Trauma: Gaslighting can be traumatizing, leading to long-lasting emotional distress and mental health concerns
Anxiety and Depression: The constant self-doubt and confusion induced by gaslighting can contribute to anxiety and depression
Low Self-Esteem: The gradual chipping away of the victim's confidence and self-esteem is a common effect of gaslighting
Isolation and Social Impact: Gaslighting can lead to the victim withdrawing from loved ones, feeling isolated, and having trouble trusting others, which can have a detrimental effect on their social life
Difficulty in Decision-Making and Voicing Emotions: Even after escaping the abusive relationship, victims may still doubt their perceptions, have trouble making decisions, and be less likely to voice their emotions and feelings
Posttraumatic Stress and Codependency: Gaslighting may lead to the development of posttraumatic stress and codependency in the victim
It's important for individuals who have experienced gaslighting to seek support from mental health professionals and consider therapy to address the long-term effects of this form of abuse
--(that is once it stops, this is why I need proof one way or the other if a person or group of people did this to me) <--- added by myself.
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