The main post with all the screenshots bit.ly/mcbsgaslight
Heres a link to the Case in circuit court
As of Oct. 9th, 2024 there are several things that absolutely did happen, like the sexual harassment from LaTisha Holland, 4 of the last 5 voice memo's disappearing from my PC, a facebook account appearing on one of my prepaid phones along with a contact named chevy, My facebook getting hacked and several devices being connected to my Google account, and all the problems with optimum. Now if it was me, wouldn't these same things happen where I'm at now? but they don't. At the old apartments the cable box had been broken into and I had to call optimum 3 times and even chatted with them online the 4th time about my speeds being cut in 1/3 of what they should be. Now I have no problems like this, so what would you think happened if the cable box was on the side of the apartments where Kyle had his RV conveniently parked so he couldn't see anyone out there messing around and I couldn't monitor a group of people harassing me in any way possible like messing with my outside motion sensor light and so on. The other facts are Judy rawlings did not call me one time to ever even attempt to work out what her roommate Shawn "David" Jones called a "dispute" when he harassed me at mcb's, also he harassed me back into my apartment one night and has also been kicked out of several other apartment complexes due to his drinking and likely fighting. One instance of this harassment is a video on my youtube channel. So I wonder how much more proof does my family need of these narcissistic liars actions before they actually stand up for something other than themselves. Every one of Judy's kids has a felony on their record so I say "good job" raising your kids and good job picking a narcissistic drunk as a roommate for the past 5 or 6 years because you know the more your around someone you tend to pick up some of their mannerisms? So what would that say about those 2 evil grandmothers and the drunk master electrician? I'm disappointed in my family but they are my family but the fact is until I get the truth, I'm never going to stop digging and trying to figure out exactly what they were up to because it only happened to me behind closed doors and it's sad honesty really is a character flaw these days but my memory and timeline of events is SPOT ON, thanks to grannys journal and my phone records, they just back up my timeline.
Dear Mom and Dad,
I've been doing a lot of reflecting on our discussions and wanted to revisit some things in a spirit of openness and understanding. Living through such difficult times separately has led to diverging perspectives, and as your son who cares deeply about having an honest relationship, I think transparency and respectful dialogue are needed to bridge those gaps.
One area I've struggled with is understanding the thought processes behind some of your strongly held beliefs. During periods where I was struggling immensely, not having explanations for viewpoints expressed at that time added confusion and frustration to what were already incredibly challenging periods.
Rather than accusation, could we have an honest discussion where each shares the reasoning and sources that inform our views in a given area? As an example, I've read materials from experts on confirmation bias and YouTube algorithms that shaped how I understand information consumption. I'm happy to discuss this fully and welcome listening with an open mind to your perspectives as well.
Perhaps we could also explore research sources together - either ones you find credible, or those I suggest that take a different approach, to fostering real understanding versus defending preconceived notions. Our relationship is far more important to me than any single issue or who is "right".
With compassion and transparency as our guiding principles, I believe we can gain new insight into one another and strengthen the bonds of family despite divergent viewpoints at times. Please let me know your thoughts on starting this kind of respectful dialogue. I'm always here to listen without judgment.
Mom, Dad –
I want to revisit some of our past discussions, but in a spirit of openness and learning
from each other. There are a few specific beliefs where understanding your
perspective would help me. Could we have an honest talk about, for example, your
views on what you believe happened to me in 2023, why you believe the moon
landing didn’t happen because you didn’t see it or weren’t there yet you
believe in God whom you can’t see at all, and lastly how can you honestly
believe what happened to me in 2023 is in my head when you were never there,
yet I have been honest with you and mom, transparency on where you got your
information from would help me in getting past this traumatic experience. I Research many things and I’ve been thru
therapies, talked to psychiatrists and more yet I can’t seem to get one single
answer from you or mom. I’m going to add
an article along with it’s link below that may provide some insight.
I'm willing
to explain my own reasoning fully as well. Perhaps we could even research
information sources together, taking an
open-minded approach to see all
sides. Our relationship means so much, and understanding each other fully
is important to me.
Let's agree to listen
without judgment, have transparency
in where we get our facts, and focus
on having thoughtful discussion rather than who is "right". What
are your thoughts on trying this kind of
caring, solution-focused dialogue? I truly want to strengthen our bonds
through respect and compassion.
Researchers
have developed a method for triggering auditory hallucinations in healthy
people. They are investigating the causes of a phenomenon that can be a huge
burden for people with psychiatric illnesses.
Studies indicate that five to
ten per cent of all people sometimes hear voices – those of dead relatives or
higher beings, for example – without having any kind of illness. In other
words, the phenomenon is not restricted
to people with psychiatric disorders, as is generally assumed. However,
hallucinations do frequently accompany such illnesses. “More than seventy per
cent of people with schizophrenia hear voices,” SNSF-funded neuroscientist Pavo
Orepic tells us. And the bad thing about it: what the voices say is generally
very negative. “Sometimes they talk to people daily and make them believe awful
things about themselves, for example that they’re worthless and should
self-harm.”
As a member of Olaf Blanke’s
team at EPFL, Orepic has developed a procedure that can artificially make
people hear voices. As a result, the researchers can now investigate how
auditory hallucinations occur in healthy people and identify possible treatment
approaches. While the psychopharmaceuticals used up to now alleviate the
symptoms to a certain extent, they have a non-specific effect on many systems
within the body and cause severe side effects. Elucidating the mechanisms
behind auditory hallucinations could lead to the development of specifically
acting treatments.
“We still have no idea what
happens in the brain when people have auditory hallucinations,” Orepic tells
us. Some studies indicate that they can occur when
sensory impressions do not match the brain’s expectations – for example if you
put a bakery product that you expect to be sweet in your mouth only to find
that it is savoury. Other investigations found an
alternative explanation – that hallucinations occur when the brain has been conditioned by previous
impressions and interprets sensory perceptions incorrectly as a result.
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Now Orepic has designed an
experiment that triggers these two mechanisms simultaneously. The people taking
part in the experiment are blindfolded, then asked to press a lever in front of
them. As they do so, a robot that they cannot see prods them in the back. As a
result, the sensory impression they receive does not align with what their
brain expects, as described in the first theory. Earlier studies have shown
that over time, this process gives the test subjects the illusion that they are
touching their own back.
Once they have got used to this
experience, the prod is delayed very slightly. “Now the brain explains that
delayed sensory feedback as someone else being present and touching them in the
back,” Orepic says. According to the
second theory, incorrectly perceiving a presence in this way can lead to hallucinations.
To determine whether the procedure encourages auditory hallucinations, the
researchers then played the test subjects noises into which they had mixed
either very soft voices – sometimes the subjects’ own, sometimes someone else's
– or no voice at all. They found that
after the “delayed prod” procedure, the subjects were more likely to hear other
people’s voices among the noises compared to control conditions even if no
voice had actually been mixed in.
A mechanism inherent in all of us
“The result shows that the two
theories on how hallucinations occur are not mutually exclusive but might mesh
with each other instead,” Orepic says. It is also a major step forward, he
says, that the method can be used to investigate the phenomenon of hearing voices
in healthy people under controlled conditions. This is because it is difficult
to interpret the results of experiments involving people who hear voices as a
result of illness because of interference from medicines or other effects. “Our
study confirms that the mechanisms behind the hallucinations are actually in
everyone’s brain,” Orepic says. “But for some reason, some people are more
susceptible to them than others.”
Orepic believes that the
threshold between harmless and pathological hallucinations is fluid anyway: one
criterion could be whether hearing voices impacts people’s lives negatively,
making them self-harm, for example, or preventing them from leading autonomous
lives. Conversely, voices can be harmless or even benign – for example if someone
hears the voice of their dead grandmother who offers good advice.
Orepic hopes that his research
will ultimately help remove the stigma from people who hear voices. “That can
only happen if we find out more about the causes of hallucinations and raise public
awareness of them”.
https://www.snf.ch/en/TT4Y8OOLU2tLtKJo/news/how-robots-make-people-hear-voices
Update Aug. 30th, 2024: This is how you treat someone who goes out of their way to make your lives easier...
Thank you to all the ladies that work in the office, and the rest of the crew here at Shiloh Creek. You have made my day, month and probably my year so much better... :)
Funny slogans perplexity.ai helped me come up with:
In our family, feelings are like wifi, if you can't see them they don't exist. (Much like the moon landing according to Mom or Dad)
Proof? Who needs proof when you have a Youtube channel! LMAO or believe everything you see on one.
For me, family gatherings are an effective form of birth control.
In our family the only thing we raise is our blood pressure!
Family motto: United we stand, divided... well we always stay divided
Oh, that's just the family filter, everything gets ignored! LOL
In our family we believe in the power of denial!
So if I'm being dramatic, does that make you the emotional referee?
Change is inevitable, except from a vending machine
Resistance to change IS FUTILE!
I'll just roll my eyes and pretend my feelings are invisible like you do!
If I had a dollar for every time my feelings were dismissed I'd own and island far away from here... LOL
Aug.8th, 2024: All I ever needed were actual answers and not lies and dismissal but I'm really starting to wonder how many therapies or pills it will take before my family realizes their dismissive behavior is the problem and who in the hell do you go to when you just need the truth or a problem solved because I guess lawyers nor the police want to find the truth, they only seem to care about the property owners and women, I knew they could pick and choose which calls they give priority to but I never thought the average white male would be last on the list but as far as history goes it's fair enough but the people responsible for all that I'M STILL GOING THRU to this day are felon's that belong to the rawlings family, I recently found out 3 of them are felon's for one reason or another and if the law protects them and can't find me the truth then what is the LAWS for?
Who do they really protect? And all these people in youtube conspiracy rabbit holes, SNAP THE heck out of it. Your not special, and if you waste this life sitting in front of a tv every single day wasting the life you have been given and have more faith in the "next life" then go ahead and move into a retirement home and do us all a favor. I'm tired of the liars, the spiteful, the vengeful, getting away with so many crimes and I can't even get a simple investigation into the people I believe responsible, I even saw the lawyer I had tried to contact 10 times in court yesterday and NO EXPLAINATION or ANSWER as to why they never responded. So if there's some big secret to actually getting the law to work I'd like to know what the secret is because like I said HONESTY is a character flaw and My dad isn't a leader he's just one of my mom's sheeple and my sister is following right along with them, and I'm being talked about, rumors spread all the while they stand up for NOT A GOD DAM THING but their material belongings PERIOD and money. I'm done.
July 28th , 2024 Update: What would you do if this happened to someone you cared about a family member, a co-worker, a friend who knew what they needed legally and metal health wise but every single person they thought they could count on dismissed them in the present like when it was happening time and time again, and this person's family could have helped them gather more proof of it like video tape footage, voicemail messages left by the one who lived right beside him, and yet did nothing instead they told him, it's in his head and clearly it's not. Judy did slander my name 3 or 4 years ago on facebook that is a fact whether they can remember it or not because I asked LaTisha about it and she told her mother to take it down or remove it when Judy didn't even know what I looked like, nor had never met me so what would that tell you about her? Then LaTisha tells me face to face that she nor her mom would never talk to Taylor about me as well which spoken word from around January- Febuary of 2023 can't be proven but Taylor told me herself in those screenshots or the ones the police have in evidence that she was in contact with Judy and LaTisha on more than occasion, once in a video chat where she also mentioned a fake bipolar medication called zamzar and that she was vaping, and I noticed she had a chipped tooth at that time. She also said the same in those messages below but the main point is I asked her "How she got better" in the few notes I had sent to her as privately as possible just trying to get closure and if she truly wanted to be left alone all she had to do is talk to me one time and I would have been over it because it's not like I can't do better than her, because I didn't control her she made all her own decisions about everything that happened, I was just her emotional support during all the hardest times for making those decisions. Now if she thinks she's not causing me emotional distress as well as my dismissive family she needs to check the facts or quit lying to herself because I'm literally tired of being honest, telling the truth, getting made fun of even by my mother, battered by my father, dismissed by my family with NOT A SINGLE ANSWER NOR ANY EXPLAINATIONS. Those people I have nothing but negative interactions with while everyone else I get along with just fine and have not had a single problem, so what would you think if all this happened to you, I've researched this for over a year and half now and I think I'm an expert at what I need but when I send my family a link to an unlisted youtube video telling them exactly what I need I get a comment from my sister with whom I have not spoken much at all for months, so why does she think I am feeling sorry for myself, I could be just as negative toward her and even remind her about some crap she may not remember... like the fact she's been on suboxone for 15 years or even things she did that she might not want everyone or even the family knowing about but i'll just say this, let ye who is without sin cast the first stone and I'll say she's just as guilty as I was and did the same things I did but mom shows her support and hugs her everyday because she is just confirming what mom wants to hear and doing what she says while gathering no new information at all and to that extent not a single one of my family knows what I think so this is why I am distancing myself from them because they have done the same crap to my aunt for even longer than they have me and think some how we want to be this way or like having such a non-supportive family, so I would keep them in your prayers because they need help seeing that they could not admit wrongdoing or even prove any of their claims they seem to think they know, and if they can I'd love to see their proof.
These "people/voices" intent was always to anger me to the point of attacking mainly 3 people but could not ever get me angry enough to do so but are still trying to this day. Judy, LaTisha, David, and even Kyle. The question I would ask a retiring 65 year old who has no hobbies but spreading rumors or slander, a drunk master electrician which if in arkansas can't find work because Judy said his ego keeps anyone from wanting work with him. Kyle I would just wonder what he does in his free time or his hobbies, out of curiousity, since he has so much money he should really think about doing more for the community but its' his money....
July 24th, 2024 update:
I just sent every one of my family members an unlisted video telling them thru youtube (mom and dad's favorite medium) exactly what would help according to the research below and guess what? only 2 of them viewed it while KRISTEN had a negative comment to make and I texted granny and said "there ya go there's your proof" and I know that she should know that now that we cannot be blamed for anything anymore she can't blame me or my aunt either and today I stood up for my aunt twice because any dang thing she ever has to say is always about drinking which my mom does just as much as my aunt does and that's a FACT. Mom and Dad are soo deep down some youtube rabbit hole that they no longer believe in the moon landing and that the world is flat because they do not ever get any new information except from each other or people who do not want to lose their jobs, I know this because I looked at my mothers computers browser history and nothing but business websites and that was it and I can tell you from living there that Dad only reads from some website and a different version of the bible and are so far from being what real Christianity is all about I no longer want to hear what they have to say at all until they realize there is more to life than youtube and listening to Dad talk...
They blame, yet take no blame, they stand up for themselves only to the people they blame and cannot withstand any scrutiny whatsoever and anytime you question mom's belief's when she can't explain something she says "whatever" or "rolls her eyes" all dismissive and demeaning behaviors that I try and try and try to bring to their attention, so I will no longer be going anywhere near McB's anymore and I will show my mom's sister support that she has yet to receive from any family member because that's all it took one night was to listen with the intent to understand, validate how she felt, and I also learned my father has a pattern of behavior that shows that he always sides with anyone but his own family so may be if i'm no longer his family, he will actually stand up for me but that's a huge maybe. They need to be taught that their world views are only theirs and no one shares their crappy world view, and other people treat their family's with respect and always back them up regardless if they are wrong or right, simply because they are family. My family backs nothing up but their own biases and they are going to have to prove to me that their behaviors have changed before I ever help them with anything again. I have taken the high road and swallowed my pride for the last time period.
When trauma experienced by a loved one is not properly resolved, it can have significant impacts on both the individual who experienced the trauma and their close relationships. Here are some key effects:
Vicarious trauma: Those close to the trauma survivor may experience secondary or vicarious trauma, internalizing some of the emotional distress and symptoms associated with the original traumatic event.
Relationship strain: Unresolved trauma can lead to difficulties in maintaining healthy relationships. The person who experienced trauma may struggle with trust issues, emotional regulation, and intimacy, which can create tension and misunderstandings with loved ones.
Communication breakdown: Trauma survivors may have difficulty expressing their needs or emotions, leading to communication problems within relationships. This can result in feelings of isolation or disconnection.
Emotional contagion: The unresolved trauma can create a ripple effect, with the emotional distress of the trauma survivor affecting the mood and well-being of those around them.
Hypervigilance and overprotectiveness: Loved ones may become overly protective or vigilant, constantly watching for signs of distress or potential triggers in the trauma survivor. This can lead to exhaustion and strain on both parties.
Avoidance behaviors: Both the trauma survivor and their loved ones may engage in avoidance behaviors to prevent triggering or re-experiencing the trauma. This can limit social interactions and experiences for everyone involved.
Intergenerational trauma: If left unresolved, trauma can be passed down through generations, affecting family dynamics and the mental health of future family members.
Increased risk of mental health issues: Unresolved trauma in a loved one can contribute to the development of mental health problems in those close to them, such as anxiety, depression, or substance abuse issues.
In mine and Amie's particular case the dismissive behaviors of the family's unresolved trauma from gbob are directly contributing to our problems making us feel invalidated, like we are not capable of taking care of ourselves and we feel unheard mainly because the entire family does not want to process what happened to them in the past and it's affecting me and amie the most. We get blamed for anything that goes wrong whether we had anything to do with it or not. I'm tired of trying to explain this only for it to fall on deaf ears or get so many "whatever's" in mom's case and battered by my father all of whom never change their behavior whatsoever. And they just took a vacation, what do you want to bet this behavior will continue until the cycle is stopped. Ask a psychiatrist if you don't believe me but don't ask youtube or your friends or employees or other FAMILY MEMBERS because they will only confirm your biases you have had for so many years you don't even realize nor do you see to care.
Caregiver burnout: Those supporting a loved one with unresolved trauma may experience caregiver burnout, feeling overwhelmed by the emotional demands of providing support.
Delayed healing: Without proper resolution, the trauma may continue to impact the survivor and their relationships for an extended period, potentially worsening over time.
To address these issues, it's crucial for both the trauma survivor and their loved ones to seek professional help. Trauma-informed therapy, support groups, and open communication can aid in the healing process and help maintain healthy relationships. It's important to remember that healing from trauma is possible, and with the right support, both the survivor and their loved ones can work towards resolution and improved well-being.
July 14th, 2023: update again lol:
Today, Sunday I decided to get some energy drinks and some fruits from dollar general. When I walked in I saw Taylor and asked "where do y'all keep the energy drinks?" and she just starred at me blankly and then immediately got on the phone and hid in the office, I had no idea she what she was doing so I found the drinks myself and had the other cashier help me check out (just because of the bananas) then I left the store and came to my mom's house, then after I had already made pudding and cut up banana's in it Lucy starts barking and who is it? A pope county sheriff who says nothing more than something to do with trespassing and I didn''t even catch his name but he came up to my mom's front door and I know it was due to Taylor so I filed a complaint with Dollar General corporate and also since NO ONE has ever told me to not go there, I assumed nothing but I will say one thing, it sure feels like the law only works for women and property owners because the 4 times I called them last year I have received no answers whatsoever so I'm starting to understand why people I know are fed up with the pope county sheriff's but I still have hope in the Dover officers because they know me unlike these sheriffs.
July 8th update:
Oddly enough somehow my trash bag with my password book reappears when I move out of my mother's house when the only black trash bag of notebooks I had only contained my computer career class notebooks, this could be explained one of two ways, one is my parent's need to LEARN TO LOCK their front door at night or my mother put this trash bag somewhere where I couldn't find it. Regardless Mom, Dad and Kristen need to start listening more rather than just perpetuating their own biases or double standards or pushing their views on others, and seeking opposing opinions with people other than employee's who simply agree so they don't lose their job. This is a classic example of CONFORMATION BIAS. I used to see my mother listen to my sister's problems everyday while also giving her a hug when she never needed any support whatsoever, meanwhile all I got was yelling and domestic violence and needed support from positive supportive people who listen to understand and not to reply. My mother and father have strayed so far from the path of Christianity by focusing only on trying to predict or embracing the end while causing so much pain in this life for me and my aunt and even my grandmother. My parents no longer know me nor have they even took the time to listen or ask so don't ask them how I'm doing, ask me yourself if anyone wishes to know...
July 6th's update:
I was having a great day up until I went to my mother's to water my garden and I was in the storage room vacuuming the hair with my shop vac and mom said I scared her, so I said what do I have to do send a text saying exactly what I am going to do beforehand and she simply said "just go home". The sad part is I watched her listen to my sister tell her all about her problems and see her give her a hug all the time yet she shows me nothing but hatred. If anyone is toxic around here it absolutely is her and my dad is just as guilty if he just sits idle and does nothing because I don't care what he says about mom being right, when she's wrong SOMEONE needs to tell her period. All she hears is the opinions of people that either agree with her or are afraid not to agree with her like her employee's. She is more like Gbob than even she realizes and needs a wake up call and the family to point it out to her but since they are all dismissive personalities it's likely never going to happen....
Oh well, I hope she isn't planning on getting one of the good seats in this next life of hers because she don't practice any part of what the bible preaches at all, she might just end up going the other direction if she's not careful about her judging other's and showing no one but my sister empathy. So if anyone is reading this, They are the main reason I am unable to improve on myself, they are the toxic negative people I guess I don't need to be around because it truly blows my mind to watch her support my sister who needs no support while bullying, making fun of, and demeaning me day after day....
This is absolutely why acted the way I did but this time I just left and wont be back until they are leaving for their vacation... maybe they will have an epiphany during this vacation, or more likely they'll just belittle me, make fun of me more only showing that conformation bias is a real thing and their view of the world is sooo narrow, no one can ever change their mind, ever.
July 5th's update:
I'm finding more and more that people that i'm sure some might judge one way or another have better values than my family does or have validated how I believe the situation could and should have been dealt with. My family should take a look at the plank in their eye rather than the splinter in mine to quote a part of the bible or Judge not or you shall be judged, then they might not be so eager for death or the next life which is the only thing that seems to bring a smile to their face (my mother and father). I help people, charge people less than other companies simply to save them money, or just listen to their problems to help them solve them while I am just dismissed, bullied, demeaned, fearmongered and more. They will understand eventually once they see how well i'm doing already in meeting new people, helping other's and not ever judging them for their life choices but more by how they treat people themselves. I believe in the golden rule and if you have nothing nice to say then say nothing at all and I've received no praise for how many good things I've done while also being tortured by some very evil people. Some people are so narrow in their views, their only answer is to say "whatever" or walk away and never even listen or explain why they feel the way they feel at all. Maybe they need to go to an anti-brainwashing camp for 12-18 months to re evaluate their choices in how they have treated their own son in the past year and a half. They have not even took more than 5-10 minutes to listen to what I have to say nor will they read this or listen to my youtube channel so they have no idea what idea's I have or what is going on with me and should never be the decider's of my fate since they don't seem to want to understand me or empathize, validate, or just listen with the intent to understand and not REPLY.
Last Update July 1st, 2024:
I finally told the one person I absolutely do trust exactly why I believe that what is going on with me is people and nothing to do with my recovery whatsoever and even why my family are the way they are, it's just because of their dismissive behavior and failure to stand up for me one single time and the abusive behaviors of my grandfather that linger within my mother's family still to this day. I don't blame them but I'm just disappointed that they haven't tried at all to help me find the truth or stood up for me knowing I am not a liar. Their actions made me look like one but all the people you'll ever ask that truly know me know, i'm honest to a fault and sometimes even gullible. I told him the reasons why I think the way I think and if I could ever have gotten just a little support or my family to watch 2 ted talks, one on how to find truth in a post truth world and 10 ways to communicate better and actually understand how to truly actively listen to someone and not blame, be dismissive or, give the silent treatment which is a non-criminal form of gaslighting which just makes a person feel unimportant and isolated just as I have for a while but since I have built up a tolerance to these things and know I will make new friends where i'm going next I know I will be getting better soon. I have also had the eerie feeling someone is watching me in my room but I'll let the proper authorities handle that "situation" because they are the ones who should be prosecuted to the fullest extent of the law and have done anything and everything to make me (the only piece of evidence) hear things for the past year, learn what the rewards for all their criminal acts are. I know these acts are harder to prove due to their insidious nature and because they were done with technology that is illegal to use anywhere but by a person in their own home, as well as behind closed doors using any number of other small common technologies like Bluetooth speakers and podcaster's and gamer's voice changing boards or voice cloning using Eleven labs which even has speech to speech on top of text to speech and only need 2 small voice samples that in my testing of my own found out can make a pretty convincing clone with just 14 seconds but i've read it only takes 3 seconds in some articles to create a convincing enough clone to fool loved ones into paying ransoms etc.
I've been the victim of one of the scams for a year now and have slowly but surely found out how they could do this and only believe what is in the realm of possibility and nothing more but I fear more people could become victims if this behavior is not stopped and people are not made more aware and this horrible type of tech banned and the gaslighting behaviors that are criminal acts, are addressed very soon because as AI takes more and more jobs people will get bored (and more likely the wealthy) and make their own entertainment by messing with peoples minds and trying to manipulate them as I had been for 4 months in 2023 and even up to today with the help of these tiny GSM audio/video listening devices that Temu or the Internet has for sale to perpetuate this type of behavior. So I will continue to tell other's about my story in hopes that no one else falls victim to anything like this ever again and the ones responsible pay for their crimes against me.
update** 7/1/2024 :
https://www.makeuseof.com/tag/6-signs-cell-phone-tapped/
Go to your keypad interface and type in either *#21*, *#67#, or *#62#, then tap the dial icon. If one doesn't work, try another. They're applicable to different devices, but all three have the same function: they direct you to a screen that details Call Forwarding.
It will list Voice calls, Data, SMS, Packet, PAD, and more. Ideally, each one should say "Not forwarded" afterward. If any instead say "Forwarded", your smartphone's probably been hacked.
So what can you do? Just type ##002# into your dial screen then press the dial symbol again. Your screen should now read "Erasure was successful", meaning you've severed the cyberattack. You can navigate away from this screen by tapping OK.
That's not the end of the matter: if your device has been tapped, it's obviously susceptible to attacks, so check out ways to increase Android security, including downloading an antivirus app.
**Last update hopefully 6/30/2024:
- Well I gave it a try in bringing my mother's dismissive behavior to her attention and it went better than the last times but I still got a "Whatever" just like my aunt get's. If she could just realize I have been the one that has been battered twice by dad, screamed at by her and placed the blame on the correct people which would be Gbob's abusive behavior and the evil people I used to live by and take out her anger on them it would make me feel more validated but .. she doen't want to get involved just like back then but I will be strong and deal with it myself as I already have for the past year or more. My aunt was right about her somewhat comparing me to other peoples successes but I know my situation is not able to be compared to anyone else's situation. I also wish I could have helped my own daughter with her problems because I am literally the only person in the family that can keep an open mind, and truly actively listen to other people's problems, and actually try to solve them rather than talk bad about them or ASSUME things.
**Update 5/11/2024: After talking to just one person and finding out closure is not possible with Taylor I know now that civil court action which I absolutely intend on taking, is the only way to get the absolute truth. The defendants will be Judy Rawlings, LaTisha Holland, David Shawn Jones, Kyle Lynch, Chelsea Dillinger, and Taylor and Michael Bates. The lies and lack of closure I received from this group of people is why I need the truth and closure for the worst year of my life that has crept into even the next year. They will be hearing from my attorney very soon.
**Update: 5/10/2024: Today I assumed my letter had reached Taylor Bates at her work at Dollar General just to save her from prosecution from me for what LaTisha Holland, Judy Rawlings, David Rawlings, David Shawn Jones, Kyle Lynch, and Chelsea Dillinger had done to me using her name so many nights I cannot even count but at least 240 days but 300 days total of gaslighting from these people and I am sick and tired of them getting away with breaking laws like cloning my phone, invading my privacy, and all the other charges I plan on filing that I'm fed up with saving Taylor because she simply will not call whatsoever and give me closure at the very least.
So I guess her and her husband will have to sit in jail for their involvement in this persistent remote psychological harassment aka Gaslighting from afar.
This is why closure is important:
Closure in an adult relationship is like when you finish a puzzle and see the whole picture. It helps you understand why things ended and helps you feel better about it. It's like closing a book so you can start a new one.
Closure in an adult relationship is essential for moving forward and finding peace within oneself. It allows for reflection on the past, acceptance of what has happened, and ultimately, the ability to let go and move on. Just like finishing a puzzle, closure provides a sense of completion and clarity. It enables individuals to see the bigger picture and understand the reasons behind the end of a relationship. By closing the chapter on the past, one can open themselves up to new beginnings and opportunities for growth and happiness.
Embracing closure also paves the way for healing and self-discovery. It allows individuals to release any lingering pain or resentment, freeing up space for personal growth and self-improvement. By acknowledging and processing emotions associated with the past, one can gain a deeper understanding of themselves and their needs. This self-awareness can lead to healthier future relationships and a greater sense of fulfillment. Ultimately, closure is not just about letting go of the past, but also about creating space for a brighter and more fulfilling future.
A civil injunction is like a grown-up timeout. It's a rule that a judge makes to tell someone to stop doing something bad, like bothering someone or breaking a promise. If they don't listen, they can get in big trouble.
Just like a timeout is meant to give someone a chance to calm down and think about their actions, a civil injunction is a way to give someone a chance to change their behavior and follow the rules. It's a way for the legal system to step in and protect people from harm or unfair treatment. By enforcing the injunction, the court can ensure that everyone is treated fairly and respectfully.
By issuing a civil injunction, the court is able to establish boundaries and consequences for those who fail to comply. This not only protects individuals from harm, but also promotes a sense of accountability and responsibility within society. It serves as a reminder that everyone is entitled to a safe and respectful environment, and that actions have consequences. Ultimately, civil injunctions play a crucial role in upholding justice and ensuring that the rights of all individuals are upheld.
**Update 5/8/2024: Now that I have my cell phone records I am certain of many things that I was previously suspicious of and all I was looking for was the truth and to simply speak with Taylor face to face before I have my first legal consult about a civil suit.
If she checks her facebook messenger from an old manager of hers or this blog she will see my phone # there. I would prefer not to have to include her unlike latisha and Judy did and would only like some privacy to talk to her alone about the truth about what happened in 2023. Now that I have went thru those records they are likely to face these charges according to perplexity.ai
In a civil lawsuit, if one party illegally spies on the other, it could lead to serious consequences:
The spying party may face criminal charges under the Espionage Act or the Economic Espionage Act, which prohibit the theft of classified information or trade secrets
Penalties can include lengthy prison sentences and hefty fines.
The victim of the illegal spying could potentially file a civil lawsuit for damages, such as for invasion of privacy, theft of trade secrets, or intentional infliction of emotional distress. Damages awarded could be substantial.
The illegally obtained information would likely be inadmissible as evidence in the original civil case, as courts generally exclude evidence obtained through unlawful means
This could significantly weaken the spying party's case.
The spying party's attorneys may face professional sanctions or disciplinary action from the bar association if they were aware of or participated in the illegal spying
The judge overseeing the civil case could impose severe sanctions on the spying party, such as striking their pleadings, entering default judgment against them, or holding them in contempt of court
In summary, engaging in illegal spying tactics in a civil lawsuit is extremely risky and ill-advised. It opens the spying party up to criminal prosecution, civil liability, evidentiary exclusion, professional sanctions, and harsh judicial penalties. The legal and financial consequences can be devastating.
Based on the search results, there are a few key ways a party can prove the other party illegally spied on them in a civil lawsuit:
Demonstrate that the spying party used unauthorized spyware or surveillance methods to intercept communications or data in real-time
Courts have ruled that this type of instantaneous interception violates wiretapping laws and makes the evidence inadmissible.
Show that the spying party accessed the victim's electronic communications or data that was stored, even if not intercepted in real-time. While some courts have ruled this does not violate wiretapping laws, it could still constitute illegal access or theft of information
Prove that the spying party's actions violated other laws, such as the Espionage Act or Economic Espionage Act, by stealing classified information or trade secrets This could lead to criminal charges in addition to the civil case.
Demonstrate that the spying party's attorneys were aware of or participated in the illegal spying tactics, which could subject them to professional sanctions
The key is to show the court that the information was obtained through unlawful means, rather than legal discovery processes. Providing evidence of the specific spying methods used and how they violated applicable laws will be crucial to proving the illegal spying in the civil case
Which will amount to 3,630 years and 1,800,000$ in fines alone not counting the impersonating a police officer charges which are 1 year 2,500$ fine per count
audio/video voyeurism audio 5 yr / 5,000$ video 15 yrs / 5,000$ per count which are per day or per hour
3-5 counts of Criminal Conspiracy of attempted murder (by suicide) 10 yrs. 5,000$ per count, Obstruction of justice due to voice modulation or cloning (?) , Sexual harassment, harassment, Slander, Defamation of character, Breaking and Entering, and any other charge found during discovery during after my first consult..... they should be held without bond immediately because my life could be in danger because I am literally the evidence including my cell phone records which indicated my phone was cloned during Sept.-Dec of 2023.
https://youtu.be/4kGr_yO_QgI
**Update 5/7/2024 : I notified the russellville police of a crime being committed by the same 4 people using GSM bugs then went to a friends house and that night I didn't hear a single solitary voice. Now today they are right back at it similarly to when I wrote a note in my room letting my parents know exactly how to catch these "people/voices" and put these notes on their desks. That day I heard one remark from latisha's voice saying something about "the bus is for you". The voice of LaTisha also attempted to get me to get McB's credit card and go to an ATM while I was driving back from my friends house and being followed by an odd looking white van that the pope country sheriffs SUV went the same direction it was a black either Dover or Pope county police officer vehicle. The White Van was parked right at the end of the road where my friends live.
**Update 4/24/2024: 
This is part of the problem, people acting exactly like the people I plan on taking to court and not caring or giving any answers or changing their mind, either she isn't Taylor and is likely LaTisha or she can't remember just a month or 2 ago when we had a short video conversation, either way this is what is causing all the confusion but I know LaTisha is at the center of it all.
**Update 4/18/2024: 
Last night an email sent from my email address sent itself to an undeliverable address I have no idea to whom they were sending it to but I'm keeping it for evidence. Odd enough yet? Make you wonder who might have taken my password books? Yes but I'm sure they have destroyed them since, who do you think might be to blame?
David Shawn Jones could be driving this vehicle
this is from BeenVerified.com checked 4/17/2024.
**Update: April 13, 2024: I had some problem's trying to regain access to my PayPal account to which the security question answers had been changed but this also reminded me that my 4 password books were stolen out of my truck the day I moved most of my computers and other electronics out of my apartment and not when my family moved the rest of my things out because I take security of those passwords very seriously and do remember putting them inside my truck but they never made it to my mom's house... odd? I also called both TCSM services for a simple consultation again since they had not called me back the first time I left each of them a message. Those services would simply give me peace of mind and on top of that I had also stopped by the Russellville Police department and inquired about the same thing not long ago when I had the old # 4792800971, and when I had that number I only received 3 calls that could have been attorney's or even the Dover Police Dept. which is what the officer I talked to at Russellville said would call. One other weird thing was a voicemail that my aunt had left me 2 weeks before showed up after I had already helped her with the spackling at her house and from what I've researched that is a strong indicator of a cloned cell phone.
Honestly I deserve the truth and that's all I wish she would tell me......
these messages happened tonight April 11, 2024 in the evening....
She calls me and I don't get a ring or anything but when i notice the messages she just says things like this when she has been clearly involved in one way or another and all I'm asking for is the truth... so what kind of person does that?
**Update: I know that the 4 people still actively involved are trying to undermine my self confidence and confuse me and even fearmonger me thru what I believe is a GSM bug in my truck and I believe there is one in my dad's truck as well because I have called 2 TCSM services and not received a call back from my new permanent number that i'm sure is not cloned but the only way they could be canceling these services is by calling them and using my voice. Another odd thing I found out by chance was that LaTisha and Judy's numbers lead to different people when I did a reverse phone # lookup on a website called spydialer.com, where as my number, my mom's, David Jones and Kyle Lynch's came up like normal, not that I would ever call them because I have cut off contact just like the research I have done suggested me to do.
I also called down to city hall with the one textmenow # on my last phone 479-280-0971 and asked to talk to the city attorney and was first referred to her firm so I called her firm and her secretary referred me to another law firm. I then called them back to give them my new number and just to confirm my appointment and have received a call back but hadn't setup my voicemail yet so they will be getting another call from me. I'm just wondering, in what world is it this hard to get a simple consult from attorney? I've contacted 3 other attorney's including my own and received 3 calls that could possibly be them calling back but that was on my previous # that I believe was cloned, one more reason I believe it was cloned is my aunt called me needing help with spackling and she asked did I get her message and no voicemail or text was there but oddly 2 weeks later that exact voicemail showed up on my last phone # mentioned above while none of the 2 1800 #'s or even the private #'s voicemails ever showed back up. According to the extensive research I've done over the past 9 months that is a sign that a phone has been cloned. If I was the police I would be monitoring the calls of the 4 I believe responsible but I am not and do not possess the ability to do so. I have also talked to Chief detective Titsworth and did mention to him that I had no issue with him monitoring my calls and I have done everything any officer has asked me to do when told face to face. It floors me that I have done everything right to my knowledge and notified all the correct agencies and invaded no one else's privacy yet can't seem to simply get the facts or truth, or my parent's to believe in me since I have such low self-esteem as it is, the constant bombardment by the 4 I believe responsible are making me doubt what I know is true but I'm doing what I planned on doing and sticking with my gut I just need encouragement from my support network or merely some fact finding on my family's part to help me know for sure what I should do but regardless I'm going thru with a civil suit against those I believe involved and would love some legal advice before my current appointment date with another firm.
**Update: very strange 4 door white truck saw leaving the assembly parking lot which I had also noticed parked at the old apartments I used to live at. Here will be a link to the video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0jXszVw4ZNM
Please feel free to comment on this below after looking thru all this information.
These Mac addresses above were when I was at the apartment complex where I was nearly gaslighted to death by mainly 3 people. LaTisha Holland who had access to the common crawl space, Judy Rawlings who is latisha's mother and I shared a common wall with and David Shawn Jones who is the roommate of Judy rawlings and also a drunk Master Electrician named David Shawn Jones.
After that I have had my Facebook account hacked by a WhatsApp # and never fully regained control of it and also another facebook account created under my google account that I was unaware of but tried to take control of anyways but was unsuccessful. Then I later found 2 strange devices attached to my Optimum router which there are pictures of below and all the while without any help or even so much as a call from the neighbor I shared a wall with Judy Rawlings and was also harassed by her daughter LaTisha Holland only when I had friends over and I told LaTisha to literally "stop harassing me" in a text message. I received 5 nasty messages from Latisha Holland and 4 I had saved on every hard drive on my pc just dissappear but I let my mother and sister listen to the last one on a trip to sam's, the other one's were about a piece of wood I had cut to help latisha brace her back glass door, and another was her saying why don't I just put up my little cameras which I had hidden underneath my bed. I never even listened to that one until after I had already put up the camera's in plain sight to catch the voices outside and also not invade anyone else's privacy but somehow they managed to erase most of the footage of the vehicles coming and going and the other showed Judy's dog never being let out until I messaged my sister on facebook about how it was odd and then I saw her let out the dog for a minute and then right back in. Then after David shawn jones disappeared for 2 months I was continually harassed and gaslighted by Judy, Latisha, and even Barbara on occasion, because their voices would say nothing but mean, bullying remarks and remind me of my habit and each and every family member I went to simply would not take the time to actually listen to me at all instead they would get angry and I still don't know why they did to this day and not a single one can remember all this. So if they or the people responsible can prove otherwise I would love to see their proof that it didn't happen because since my family didn't help me at all during this time that let these people continue to do this, even to this day. My best guess is GSM bugs which can be bought cheaply and anyone can check simply by doing a google search of them because a GSM device can possibly do video, audio, and also GPS like a cell phone with no screen and/or since I cannot convince my mother that there are several unknown private devices on her starlink router since she has control of that account as well they are enabling this to continue to happen to me when they couldn't even figure out how to change which printer they were using the other day and want to explain things to me that I clearly know more about. So if anything happens to me this will be my sworn account of the events that transpired during the most trying time of my life.
So you see how difficult it was for the latter half of 2023 trying to give these people the benefit of the doubt all the while I had received only one call from Judy Rawlings asking directions on how to get to St. Vincents when she was riding with Maxine Curtis to go visit David Shawn Jones in Rehab. After that I randomly texted her 3 times and never so much as received a RESPONSE ONCE.
These are the odd Devices that ultimately led to me discontinuing my Optimum service and there are also some similarly odd devices on my Mother's Starlink router of which I have asked her to remove the 2 Unknown Devices with Private and only partial MAC addresses but she refuses to listen to me and seems to know more about networking yet could not even switch printers the other day and instead of being a butthole like they have to me I simply fixed it and explained why it wouldn't print when I could've said "your the IT expert, you figure it out" or "It's your printer, you fix it" instead I took the high road and just fixed it.
Above is the code I entered and the error it gave me on my phone given to me by my dad along with a pizza from Pirates Cove which due to the 3 possible #'s that could have been the lawyers I had contacted left no voicemails and the one voicemail of my aunts not showing up until 2 weeks after I had already went and fixed her spackle job leads me to believe my phone could have had it's sim card bluetooth cloned by LaTisha.
At the time I did answer one of these textmenow #'s and it was taylor's voice on the other end and even my mother heard it because it was on speakerphone but I
thought maybe someone had possibly cloned her voice
now I feel it's much more likely it was her and she was actually harassing me at the time when I just needed a friend the most. I had also sent letters and a note which I believe to be the most private form of communication merely to get the Truth about why she left without so much as a word on Jan. 3, 2023 and she called the police over an emails, of which I still have to this day. Also coincidently, this also was about the time Judy Rawlings had moved in next door to me.
All I have to say to her is she cannot deny any of this and I asked her what she said that was negative about me and
got no response whatsoever and 2nd why did she continue to see me for 2 and 1/2 years if I was so bad and mean yet can't tell me one bad thing I did to her... it's because she made all of her own choices and I was her emotional support so you see how being vulnerable to her and honest with her and what that has gotten me still to this day... so she should ask herself, is she a monster now or back when she was my "friend", in my opinion I say she is one now....but simply not being honest with me and telling me the truth in person to my face.
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