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Actual technologies that exist that could have been used to cause me severe emotional distress

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 Technologies that exist that make hearing voices remotely, possible... A voice modulator is a device or software that alters the characteristics of a person's voice signal in real-time. Its primary function is to modify the pitch, tone, and timbre of the voice, creating various sound effects and voice transformations. The key capabilities of a voice modulator include: Pitch shifting: Raising or lowering the perceived pitch of the voice, allowing the user to sound like a different gender (male to female or vice versa), a child, or even an animal. Voice distortion: Applying various distortion effects like robotic, monstrous, or alien-like voices by altering the harmonic structure of the voice signal. Modulation effects: Adding effects like vibrato, tremolo, or other modulations to the voice, creating unique timbres and textures. Voice masking: Disguising the speaker's identity by altering the voice's characteristics, useful for anonymity or privacy purposes. Voice synthesis:...

To all the BULLIES out there....

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 This is what you are causing in the people you bully... The long-term effects of being bullied during childhood and adolescence can be severe and far-reaching. Here are some of the major long-term consequences highlighted in the provided sources: Mental Health Issues Increased risk of developing anxiety disorders, depression, and psychotic experiences like hallucinations or delusions Higher rates of borderline personality symptoms Lingering feelings of anger, bitterness, and desire for revenge Difficulty trusting others and fear of new social situations Low self-esteem and perception of being easily victimized Physical Health Problems Higher incidence of psychosomatic issues like headaches, stomachaches, sleep disturbances Increased likelihood of taking up smoking Potential long-term effects on physical health and quality of life , though harder to definitively link Social and Economic Impacts Interpersonal difficulties and tendency to be a loner Reduced occupational and econo...

What I would do if my child was ever suicidal at any point.....

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 What I would do then what my parents have done...    If my child ever told me or became suicidal I would be the first to go to them and talk to them, listen to everything they had to say, offer them some solutions incorporating what they had to say in the solution, validate how they felt about everything but mainly the most important thing is to LISTEN with the intent to UNDERSTAND and not to reply.  These active listening skills are skills I possess and are very good at.    5 years ago or more I was completely sober and became suicidal after my mother griped and yelled at me for using their bathtub which I had used all through out my childhood.  I did want attention back then but just her or my dad to simply listen and the response I got was either ignoring me for a few days then finally they just picked up the phone and called the police to do their job when I was actually ready to end my own life.  Josh Titsworth showed up along with my a...

Is the world backward???

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 When did Truth, Honesty, and keeping Promises stop having any meaning? Why are answers so difficult to get from people or the Truth?     I'm starting to truly think I'll never get any answer's from 1. Taylor Bates  2. My Parents  3. The group of people I used to live by who tortured me by gaslighting me every night for 6 months straight and even now by the use of either GSM audio/video bugs but back then it was very low tech as low as talking thru a fan out their back glass door and I'm curious to know what a Retired Great grandmother, A drunk Master electrician who can't work in Arkansas due to not getting along with others (narcissistic ego or personality), and the Facebook conflict starter/Drama queen/Subway Grand thief of 13,000$ which is public record as <5,000$, smoked pot in her apartment with her grandkids and probably still does even thou she has her medical pot card, has kicked out her child and grandkids twice and is abusive.  ...

Answers and Closure... why is it so hard to get these things?

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 Answers and Closure Why is the truth so hard to find these days?     First off, the closure I'm seeking is simply a face to face meeting, alone, with Taylor and for her to tell me the truth about why she left and what all has happened to her in the past year and also why she won't answer I'll never know but I am contacting a Federal attorney or prosecutor in order to pursue the Truth about what happened to me the whole year of 2023 but mostly the end of 2023 from July to Dec 2023.   A simple explanation  is all it would have took so that LaTisha and Judy couldn't exploit the fact that Taylor left without even a word, and yes I still have the emails she and I exchanged and she later called the police on me for in my email and to this day so she cannot deny it.  Secondly, due to all the screenshots she cannot even try to deny her involvement in all of this unless she gave someone other than herself the account connected to taylorbates1988@gmail.com with whi...

I hear on the radio, all these stations wanting people to nominate people for positivity.....

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  Today I was listening to 100.9 and heard an intake officer that was speaking about trying to spread positivity anytime he could while being an intake officer at the detention center and I do recognize many of those people do try to do their best to make putting people in jail as positive as they can and I can respect that but the 2 times I've visited a long time ago it was anything but positive and demeaning but I know in most cases it's needed.  Sometimes I wonder why my positive attitude and all my recommendations for changes or proposals on my website aren't noticed a little more.  Everyone I talk to in person knows I am a great active listener, I actively engage the person, I try to put myself in their shoes and understand their problems and try to help them solve them if at all possible, either by advice or suggestions but some don't want to hear either they just want someone to hear them complain.  The complainers I cannot help, but the one's wanting hel...

What I'd like to do with the rest of my life if this torment ever ends....

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   People used to come by my apartment to tell me about their problems and they always knew that I was where any rumors, gossip, or their views would be truly listened to and an honest opinion given to them, this is why I'm such a good active listener, I know when to listen, how to put myself in the other person's shoes, and show them empathy even thou I grew up spoiled per say, I still fight for the minority or poverty stricken and would like to continue to learn more about so many things, some sort of counselor might be a good job for me, or a commercial drone pilot, or an IT guy since I have a passion for computers and detailing cars, I like learning how to fix things myself and solving problems rather than creating them.  I could do so many different jobs but until I am able to get to the bottom of my own problem I am powerless to help anyone which is the saddest of all........