Don't mind this post, it's me speaking in a language only my family speaks.... delusional

 

I see my mother’s favorite mechanic threaten people over facebook rumors, I am victimized by lies that my sister and my ex wife have spread thru one way or another, except in their versions I know they have made things up that didn’t happen, over exaggerated things, turned my own daughter into a liar as well just like the saying “monkey see, monkey do” my mother used.  I run into by chance one of the many wrongfully terminated employee’s and I was so glad to be able to tell her what I had wanted to say for so long, “I’m sorry my mother and sister are such bitches”.   If I had chosen to go visit the elderly tenant that I has been the most supportive person in my life, any other time I might not have ever gotten to let her know how I felt about my family… I bet they might be wondering who that might be seeing as they have done this to many employees so that will stay a secret. 

     I keep telling the tenant that has been nothing but positive and supportive that she has been the most positive supportive person in my life, while my parents couldn’t even answer a tax question that I made so simple it was a yes or a no, my daughter sits in her room playing games and won’t let go of this made up past that she has in her head and blames not having insurance, so what exactly do you think my parents and sister are teaching her?  To be just as lazy as they are, also what are  my nephews going to do for jobs later on in life with a mother that is so toxic and couldn’t make a new friend even if she tried because everyone knows McB’s is gossip central and that’s why they have no friends to ever get any differing opinions from.  All my dad does when I ask him to actually listen is act like a child, and he can’t figure out when I end a sentence because he refuses to listen, he acts like he is in a timeout and says “can I talk now?” so I know he’s just letting everything I say go right thru that hollow head of his.  While mom sits around just watching tv doing the same routine day after day, work a few hours, then go out to eat, then watch tv, then go to bed, day after day, after day.  I know why, because she is one of the 3 spoiled brats that my grandmother raised and never had a father figure in her life and should have been the one to watch out for her younger sisters but instead I bet she bullied them just like she bullies me and her younger sister to this very day.  She puts the drama queen, her daughter, who should have been an actor as much as she plays the victim, in charge of the store for years yet she still can’t run it on her own.  For over 25 years I’ve worked for these horrible people and I’m putting it lightly because If I could say what I wanted to say to them, to their face, they might have to sit and listen to me tell them all the crap they still do wrong to this very day.  Not a single family member has ever heard me out at all, yet they assume so much, so where do they get these assumptions from?  Kristen, the one who has had nothing nice to say about me since her first boyfriend and has only had 2 relationships in her life. But I however, have said nothing about her until she started all this drama and the one person we would also go to, to solve problems, our mother,  has never heard my side at all.  So would you say she has a full perspective?  I know what might give her some perspective is her and dad and Kristen having to serve the same amount of time they put me in the detention center for…42 days.  Do you think they could handle the same punishment that they have done to the most honest, caring, giving, patient, person that they nearly killed???

    They refuse to have a family gathering, refuse to answer any questions and I guess hope that my inquisitive nature will just go away but it’s only making my curiousity stronger every day.  Like I’ve said before their silence speaks mountains and I do notice the small things and the language my daughter uses. 

 

So I wonder, if mom wants it done her way does that mean I should bully, demean, talk badly, monopolize moms time to isolate Kristen and then tell her she needs to grow up and make up lies and only listen to the opinions of people that won’t disagree with me for fear of losing their jobs, and start pushing my beliefs on her boys, and tune out the rest of the world, and pretend I’m the expert in everything but explain nothing?  That’s would be exactly what I would do if I did it her way.  I’d also tell her to shut up every time she tried to tell me her side of anything, cut her down to her spoiled core and whisper to her “No body asks you about me because they already know exactly how you have treated me, So when you wake up and are ready to admit you are wrong, and if your not, then present your evidence to the entire family or town, I’m ready”  So let’s have a public debate with plenty of witnesses or even at the town hall and see who even the public at large thinks is right and not just your tiny echo chamber, shall we?  Or are you too scared that you are so wrong that’s why you can’t answer a single question.  Oh so how is the last friend you ever had, Donna Farmer doing lately?  Oh that’s right you don’t have any friends at all just like your daughter MOM.  I wonder why that is? 

  The delusiloper dialect:

 Anyways so why don’t you want to verify any of the many people who could and would verify what you said judy said that one time you told me “she had nothing but nice things to say about me?”  or would you rather stick your head in the sand just like you used to accuse granny of doing for so long?  I’d love to have a public debate about whose right or wrong on any topic except your made up religious beliefs maybe we can get to the bottom of whose right, granny, you, dad, or Kristen?  Or are you going to prove me right and stay silent as usual?  If your sure your right you should have no problem explaining why your beliefs are right and mine are wrong, or does logic work backwards in your square earth theories?  Or is the moon made of cheese because that’s what I saw on youtube and I’m convinced it is, I don’t need proof at all, just like the birds being fake, so how about it? Can you defend your theories at all or not? And  thanks for the leading by example, trinity’s following your little clones footsteps perfectly… she’s a perfect little clone of your clone.