I think I know why my future speech generator speaks up for me....

This is my best guess as to why a certain part of my brain's future speech generator, is usually heard by me, as an external voice. 

    After all of the trauma and betrayal I endured in 2023-2024, I believe that something got short circuited.  So when I'm alone, or not focused on a project, I heard one voice that sounded like an external one.  The only thing it would do is change to different voices based on who I talked to last or what that particular voice was trying to convey at that time.  Most of the time it's like a stand up comedian, trying to make jokes or making fun of myself in a nice way, which I find refreshing LOL.  

   So imagine, your sitting by yourself and you can hear a faint voice that seems to be somewhat of a narrator of your life.  Now that your used to it, it does give me insight into the narration that it leads me down each night and it's usually just going over all the same details, doing what you ask?  Since I have no one to back me up or be emotionally supportive, I have had to adapt an cope all on my own.  My brain has become the other supportive person needed to basically, resound ideas off of or making sure the details stay the same but I don't forget them, so it strengthens the neural pathways by doing this for me.  Neat right?

Today Jan. 21, 2026 Wednesday, I wrote a Health Policy brief for all the Arkansas lawmakers and sent it to all that I had in my email contact list. 

   From the information I’ve gathered and from talking to many others who I disagree with, I still found common ground with the people who actually took the time to discuss why they believe what they do.  When they did this (the few that took the time to chat with me) many if not all the time, I saw things their way, one in particular,  helped me see his unique perspective  since he served in the military.  This is why having healthy debates, community engagement, and public discussions is an absolute necessity for the future because soon most of us will lose our jobs especially if we lack the ability to listen to each other and understand and empathize, I know for a fact, many people won’t ever be able to shift or make their job future proof.  I looked up what would make or what jobs are future proof and every job should be great active listeners so they can understand and help others solve their problems.  In the next year or 2, I expect to see mass productions of home automated robots to start being shipped out, which will be a lot o fun, testing and teaching, and more opportunities to help others not be so afraid of it.

 

     I’ve also been pondering what our current democracy is not doing right or what could or should be made better.  When you think about how long the US has been here (about 250 years) but then think “How many choices do we really get or have gotten in those years?”  All I could really come up with is the choice of the lesser of 2 evils with the same political parties in our majority rule democracy which also has become a haven for monopolies, unlike in it’s past, like when we broke up Standard Oil and even AT&T in 1981 into the baby bells.   What do you think breaking up those big companies did for the job market?  I’d bet you anything it helped open up many new jobs, while currently we have 5 corporations such as Google, Apple, Facebook/Meta, Amazon, and Walmart ruling and flourishing here.  

   Deregulating Banks and the rules on these companies is exactly what   caused the 2008 financial crisis which led to so many losing their retirement funds and homes due to large balloon payments being due all of the sudden.  If the companies had the forward thinking of the Icelandic banks that were headed by women and “didn’t invest into something they couldn’t understand” then we’d be in a much better place today. 

    We have also let so many ways to  cheat go in our own politics like gerrymandering, making it harder for minorities to vote, and many other bad practices, that it makes me wonder if they will ever change it at all, if they were going to then they  would have already…   I believe if each state had it’s own social democracy then people would all come out to vote in local elections and feel like their vote counted too.  We also need more competition in political parties (Where we have 2 other countries have 10-14 which encourages healthy competition, and keeps the other ones honest also putting less corruption as well.)  If we used the political ad campaign money to fix our infrastructure, this would be a much better use of that money and just have publicly funded, elections that would equal out the money equalizing power dynamic that is making the income inequality gap larger, soon even this won’t matter due to the humanoid robots and advances in AI.  I do know this much, Arkansas Tech is planning on offering an AI class soon if not already, and I also know that they are installing it in certain prison systems for one reason or another here in Arkansas.

    If I was to guess what it may do?  It could, on a closed system (no internet), watch prisoners or inmates and make guesses based on body language and even actual language and let the systems be guarded by fewer people, while also letting the guards know when it thought something might be going down (like a fight).

  

  Here's another question I'm wondering about:  If I can go take a college psychology exam and pass it, without taking the class, should I be able to get a phycology degree without having to do a 2-4 year degree's worth of courses?  I wondered this after talking so little to doctors who are supposed to be head doctors or psychiatrists,  I thought that if any doctor should be a great active listener, they should because if I was able to call in the medicine I need (2 meds) then I would and I could probably do their jobs as doctors and listen to the patient, and since the patient knows their life the best, that's all it would take, just a great active listener.  So I came up with this short cut for it:  If they don't want to prescribe medicine( not a doctor) , if they can't diagnose a disorder (not a doctor), If they are also more worried about their license rather than their patients then (not a doctor) they would be the equivalent of a telehealth therapist.  I call these people, remote telehealth menatl health care workers and not professionals (like the one's who listen).

   The only reason I wonder is because of all my research on psychology, and my ability to retain all of the important information.  My brain is very good at doing  this for some reason, it tosses out the info I won't ever need, and keeps the good info I read or researched.