Here's the details so if you listen to my new album on spotify Narcissism and Pain you'll know what my songs are talking about

 

My mother was not there for me during my divorce, she was not there for me after the first relationship after my divorce and instead put me in jail on a FTA for 21 days , I had previously been put in jail on domestic for 11 days due to anger I didn’t know where it came from.  She never helped me figure out why I got angry at all.  She and Dad also lied to the police and left out crucial details like the fact my father had physically harassed me twice but the last time he had to bust in my door to push me around which they conveniently left out when talking to the officer I called.  I did 10 days that time so that’s 42 days in the Detention center all at my sister, mother, and father’s request and lies rather than helping me at all.  If this had happened to you and each and every time you had been completely honest with them and the police, what would you do In this situation?  Especially if while on vacation  about 5 years ago and was attacked by Kristen’s husband and choked for her running her mouth about my daughter and me.  Would you think the police are there to protect the people who keep committing crimes and omitting details?  Is that what I need to do in order to get justice in this corrupt town?  The family never calls me at all and from this I gather they don’t care in the slightest, they are all just so self involved  and worried about material things rather than anyone else. 

    The two ex’s that battered me was first Amanda wait because she thought I was cheating on her and she went back to her abuser that was causing her to cut herself on a regular basis but luckily got away from him, Michael Richmond.  The other ex was Danielle, who called my father every morning, to tell him I was drinking.  This was also during the time I was trying to get better and was on suboxone after I met with Amanda at a storage unit in between dover and Russellville.  We both cried, then hugged and  I left with my things.  That was closure that made me get better and guess who rode my coat tails then? Kristen.  Although, she kept on taking suboxone for many more years even up until recently and may even be taking them to this very day.  So if she was copying or emulating me why does she not care for others or help others at all?  Every single person in my family in dover have gotten everything they have ever wanted yet still aren’t happy unless they are making me and my aunt miserable.  We were both moved without our consent, have had our expenses audited and all the while the actual ones with the problems are my mother, sister and father.  Don’t get me wrong she plays the victim well because she has been practicing all throughout childhood, in fact she never once got a spanking that I ever saw but I remember her telling me that she would get me in trouble then cry when she heard me getting the spanking.  I guess she’s just moved up in her lack of empathy or the love of watching people get tortured just as she did when she stood at the bottom of the stairs after my aunt fell, showing no emotion whatsoever.  She is also so petty that she made my aunt rewrite a check that she could have easily crossed out loper and put nordin in the place of and she knows the bank would have accepted the check for the carton of cigarette’s.  How these individuals keep getting away with crimes along with other’s that they either willingly or just being so dang stupid they couldn’t see, enabled all of this to happen and all the while have no explanation as to why they are right nor will they even try to explain.  That’s the difference I am punished for being honest and explaining exactly what, where, when and why while they say not a word to back up any of their horrible decisions they have made in the past and are continuing to control our lives to this very day.  Why is it so hard to find someone who will stand up for the victims in a town full of churches  all I see is hypocrites and not a single person who does the right thing or stands up for the victims, how backward is this town/world??