What happens when you let people take advantage of you too many times...

 All the things I didn't have to do but did anyways because I have a heart...

First, I supported Taylor for 2 and 1/2 years when she was not with her husband (or at least that's what she lead me to believe but who can trust someone who would lie to their kids about him for months while they were stuck in Tennessee), My family gave her and her kids xmas cards for 2 years and it was more money than they had ever gotten from even their own family, I also had bought 3 xbox's for her kids right before she left, helped pay her bills during that 2 year period, and it seemed like she thinks she's better than me,  I tried to talk to her about a relationship the whole time and instead I just was used.

    Second, My family gave LaTisha a Chevy Malibu that belonged to al which I checked the oil frequently, fixed the a/c myself, and even am owed a core charge for a starter, and 4 brand new tires which I did even before she sexually harassed me and sent me that lude photo.

Prior to that I picked up her mother's Narcissistic Alcoholic Master Electrician boyfriend in Kansas City, MS when I had no desire to do so and he even paid me less than what it would have cost him to get back by taxi,  I got permission for, put up, but never gave Tisha's mom a fence and charged her nothing except for the 30$ worth of plain fencing on the back corner, I washed or detailed her truck, I could have fixed her vacuum but she never got back to me on that, I gave her a ride to Zack Morrow's garage so she could drop her truck off to get fixed.

    At my parent's house, I was the only one maintaining anything.  I was fixing the fence, and doing other small fixes while keeping the house clean the entire time I was there while also any other small job I could and never asked for money while they did the exact same thing everyday which is wake up dad reads, mom goes to the store for a bit, then is back and they study then watch fail videos until the evening, never locking their front door like I've told them to do, and once when I did I was also asking for a key and that was one time my mother said "oh, there's probably a reason you don't have a key" and chuckled to herself. 

  I started a garden with several berry bushes 

  I detailed all of their vehicles regularly

    I cleaned the carpets and shampooed the carpets every few weeks

    none of which I had to do because they were perfectly content with me being miserable but in bed all day, never even asking how I was doing not even one time, while they just ignored me as they have for years.

    I listened to all the pent up anger from my aunt, for at least 6 hours a month and I have the phone records to prove it.. but her anger gave me insight into the patterns of behavior of my father and how he stands up for no one but himself so it served a purpose, it made me see exactly how my family has been to her for even longer.

I also drove Tisha's daugher Chelsea a few times to take her to her kids special school.

   I did all of this while or during the hardest year of my life living next to that horrible toxic family for most of it. creating a website as a resource, had the idea for a gaming cafe (never got to complete due to the "Situation") , I helped heather and sonny on so many occasions I can't even count ... but they aren't part of this list.

more to come soon...

So the moral of the story after all of this is no matter what crap life has thrown at me when all I ever needed was a supportive person which Granny has my other aunt, Mom has Dad, My Sister has her husband and me and my aunt have no one, other than me being positive and supportive towards her and me helping her since they have been blaming and shaming her for soooo many years is unimaginable.  This is why I have included my parents in my civil suit that has already been filed.   

     Then while going thru this I find out one by one how literally no one is willing to stand up for me, not even the friends I helped the most by helping one get their landscaping job but when I asked for the littlest bit of help from him all he does is give me excuses and accuses me of wanting everything but what I actually asked for which was 10 hours of work or 150$ a month doing basically what I had already been helping him do already.  I know he makes approximately 63,600$ a year.  Now after asking him and being accused of wanting a job I never wanted but merely believed I was helping by filling in on a job his girlfriend and I both did for a week then she took that over and I can tell you with absolute certainty I didn't want that job but I would have much rather done a parking lot management job but they don't have a person who does that nor do they have money budgeted for it even thou the dirt and leaves that wash down are likely what is clogging the gutters.  I also find out that my other friends, whom, I have helped with about 2,000$ over a period of a year and 3,000$ before that was forgiven already, who just happened to sign a promisory note to pay back a mere 1,500$ when they get their taxes back or by april 15th, 2025 when I asked her to list off what all she has done for me her last words were "I'm sorry you feel that way" and I'm so tempted to call her grandparents and just let them know how many promises she has made to me to pay back these small sums of money yet she has paid back none but her husband only borrowed small amounts and was usually good about paying those back as far as I can remember.  I also gave them 2 gaming computers, one of which did finally give out, and was always there for them when they called but they couldn't do the same for me.  I even took murphy up to her mothers so she could stay with her for a week when it was 15 degrees outside and could have easily slid off the road on the way back at 11 pm at night all for 40$ worth of gas money.  I will hold them to the promissory not they signed along with a witness because I'm making people keep their promises they have made to me from now on and holding those accountable for their actions like my parents and the other people in my civil complaint as well.