I felt good for the first time today......when

    

 A friend of mine, of which I had referred to www.psychologytoday.com to find a therapist or counselor, thanked me and gave me a hug. They also told me exactly what I already believe to be my problem with my support network.  That whomever they talked to or got in contact with actually listened with the intent to understand and not with the intent to reply and it has changed their whole outlook in life and gave them a more positive attitude already.  This is what warms my heart and why I enjoy helping others so much.  The only sad part is when I need it the most even the people I assume care about me so much can't even stop talking long enough or remember enough to even begin to understand.   I also said while driving back that I'm probably going to schedule a "in-person" appointment with my psychiatrist to explain all the reasons that I believe this is a PEOPLE problem rather than a Mental Health issue since no one else that could help will give me the time to ever explain and it gets very frustrating when the people that should back you up won't even let you talk long enough to explain anything and suddenly are experts things like Static IP's, Batteries, and other things I know that they have said they actually know very little bit about either by them or by someone else.