How complacency an dismissive parents can turn low self esteem into depression and anger
This is an article I created to eventually help my family understand what their action or in action is doing to this family. Today is my father's birthday yesterday was my birthday and when I went to game night I was hoping they would have a better Outlook or at least treat me with normal respect and instead I met with the same eye rolling dismissive Behavior did I have endured for 5 years or more and I've had my feel of these type of behaviors and that is where I draw the line so I left. My mother has been in control of my life for nearly 65 years she refuses to research anything explain any of her actions or beliefs and yet she still believes that all her choices are correct and is never wrong and a perfect example is what they've done to their own sister. They're refusal to ever stand up for anyone other than themselves and to not be able to have any sort of intelligent conversation on any topic and just sit around watching YouTube and wanting to play games that are just my numbing because they're so ready for the next life I say if you're so ready why don't you give me your house you move into a nursing home or a minimalist home and just wait for the apocalypse to come just get the Bare Essentials and let someone who actually wants to plan ahead for my daughter's future and my future take control even though you've done nothing to teach me any sort of accounting any sort of preparedness I've still managed to adapt while you've managed to grow nothing but numb to the entire world you think the entire world revolves around you and that you are the only people that are doing the right thing in that in itself is a bunch of Bologna a wise man or woman is humble and knows how to listen and understand and it's usually quiet and does less talking and more listening but now that you have reached this point to where all you want to do is talk and not listen I feel that you are not capable of doing anything for yourself just like the headlight issue. I would love to show my daughter how to change out her headlight just in case later on in life she needs to know these things just like I wanted to teach her how to change your own Tire if she ever had a flat and couldn't get a hold of somebody yet you say you'll always be there but you're so ready for this life to end and you think when you die that every that me and everybody else is just going to disappear that's somewhat correct but we will go on living but without the burden of having to be controlled by you anymore so I'm just as ready for you to move on to the next Life As You Are and your denial and the fact that I've proven you wrong time after time and that you have to be right about everything just proves that your narcissist and I know more about psychology and now I know more about law than even you do and I didn't study any of those in college but the sad fact is you research nothing but the same book over and over and say your Godly or Christian but your actions say otherwise. You continue to support people like Shane whom you moved my aunt out for and is a compulsive liar and I asked neighbors who nearly harassed me to death you are literally supporting those people while denying the truth when I'm the one who actually went through it and so is my aunt you were not there so it nearly burning down is just God telling you you are screwing up but you cannot even see the plank that is in your eye for the looking at the toothpick and everybody else's so you are nothing but Hypocrites to me I flat out help more people and listen to more people than you do in a month in one day and if you don't believe me you can ask them but I know you'll never read this but you should know that I'm just horribly disappointed in the parents that you become you used to be educated people who listen to reason but now you're just basically useless and want to control everything yet you know nothing about what's going on in the real world. And basically with what happened today you're saying it's okay for you to waste money everyday get you constantly cut me back and help me none in finding a job you help me none by spreading rumors when you don't even talk to me or even care or take a interest in my life whatsoever while I'm trying to leave by example and take an interest in my daughter's life you are simply just blowing money on material things that you can't take with you while the rest of your family suffers so you are the most selfish people in the world and narcissistic and emotionless and until you can listen rather than talk this is why I distance myself from you and want nothing to do with you know your eye rolls you're making fun of me and my aunt and any other just miss a behavior that you still to this day do even though I've pointed it out to you over and over and over it's like you would not know if a snake was sitting on your nose about to bite you because you just like sitting in your living room watching fail videos and the weather and just thinking you're right about everything and somehow your godly people and that's b*******.
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