This is what I've learned in the past 2 years...

 Lesson's about life I will never forget

In the past two years I have learned that trusting people and giving them the benefit of the doubt was a huge mistake.  I give you many examples:  I trusted Taylor for 2 and 1/2 years and like I thought to begin with she just used me to get what she wanted at the time while I thought she cared but she is very cold-hearted despite what she may say she is the liar I should have never trusted as well as Tisha.  I worked with Tisha and her at the buccaneer and since it has closed Tisha has sexually harassed me and I wish my dad was a better judge of character.  The one single moment he could have made a better decision was the first time I called the police on David Jones for making the comment he made.  He could have taken it seriously and knocked on their door and simply asked if he did make the comment but even that is asking too much of my dad so everything after that I blame on him because like I've said he loves hearing himself talk and doesn't know how to listen, understand, empathize, or even put himself in anyone else's shoes.  This up coming year will be just as bad if their behavior continues because it has become a pattern of behaviors that I have finally recognized.  My mother has belittled me, made fun of me, and screamed in my face similar to the treatment I came to them to tell them about nearly 15 times in the latter half of 2023 and each time they dismissed my concerns, I remember once she told me judy told her that me and her had drinks at her apartment and had settled our differences and I told her that was absolutely not true, as well as when she said "judy had nothing but nice things to say about you" when my mom was up at the store and I told her then "of course she said that to your face".  Little did I realize my family was just as two-faced as the people I was trying to tell them about.  My mother was so concerned about me giving away my medicene but she never stopped to even ask about how tisha sold her pills on a regular basis for years, and also her mother absolutely did slander my name 4 years ago and I could even tell you the exact comment she made but I'd be wasting my energy.  I've also noticed that like I said before that the cops only protect and serve property owners and women, which I wish wasn't true but based on my experiences so far the one time I needed them they failed to protect or serve me at all.  Most have good intentions and do want to help people but when I'm the one who calls in on my father it says in the statement the cop wrote down that I "claimed" my dad assaulted me, he also had it backward on who he talked to first.  He talked to me first and I tried my best to tell him what happened but can you imagine how hard it was after hyperventilating and nearly dying on the lawn, to explain to him?  yet again I was the one to go to the johnson county detention center.  Everything and every time I've ever been put in the detention center it has been by my parents and I think it's their turn to take a trip down there to see just how people are treated in there because if they aren't charged I give up on this justice system because it is messed up and corrupted just like the religion they say they believe in.  I used to see the world with hope and optimism but now I don't because all I have endured is just pain and suffering and so has my aunt amie.  If this is how civil society works then I don't want to be a part of it, because I'm tired of all the liars, cheaters, dishonesty and lack of transparency.  Lack of communication is one of my family's biggest problems.  My mother would rather drink and eat THC gummies and be in such a stuper that she could barely explain taxes at all and just couldn't care less about anything other than the weather and the fail videos her and my dad watch.  They really should watch Scottt Galloway on ted.com and ask themselves the main question "Do you truly love your children?" that is what is depresses me the most because I know they don't, words no longer mean anything to me, only actions do like the saying goes "Actions speak louder than words".